Heart Game (Continued)
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[There's nothing]
[Nothing]
[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]
[Isn't that wonderful though?]
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Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:08 am (UTC)...Roxy?
Re: LIFE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:08 am (UTC)Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:09 am (UTC)TG: problem with war flashbacks
TG: is u get stuck in em
TG: so u need to get her out of em
TG: figure out what the flashback is about
TG: and change it
Re: redHerring
Date: 2015-01-25 05:10 am (UTC)DW: I'm an insufferable geek who always thinks he's right.
DW: That's what a plushie told me, anyways.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:11 am (UTC)[You have to be strong, you have to be quick, you have to learn if you're going to survive.]
[Fix your own wounds, fight your own battles.]
[Be quick, be strong, be tough, be smart, because you're the only one who can protect yourself.]
Re: LIFE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:12 am (UTC)That's still impressive!
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:12 am (UTC)Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:13 am (UTC)RH: And presumably changing the right thing will lead us to the center, yeah?
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:13 am (UTC)TG: u kno how sometimes
TG: u get flashbacks to terrible stuff
TG: like obvs terribad isnt on ur mind all the time
TG: then that 1 thing happens
TG: and whoops
TG: ur in the foxhole under fire and u only got three bullets and a grenade
TG: n everyone is havin a terrible time
TG: thats basically what happens in rage
TG: u gotta break the flashback
TG: seems like youve got some good cracks
TG: at least you should have her around to break it
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:14 am (UTC)[ Which means flying around to look for some refuge ]
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:14 am (UTC)[takes a deep breath, and then concentrates on those blood stains on the clothing, trying to make them-- and just them-- disappear from the cloth]
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:14 am (UTC)TG: or rather u get out of the flashback
TG: and be able to head to the lab
Re: redHerring
Date: 2015-01-25 05:14 am (UTC)RH: Yeah
RH: I hate to say it
RH: But the plushie was right
Re: LIFE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:14 am (UTC)[Not quite that easy a lock to break.]
Re: redHerring
Date: 2015-01-25 05:15 am (UTC)Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:16 am (UTC)RH: I think I managed to break out of one already
RH: She was in a jail cell
RH: And told to create a bunch of new eggs to revive an entire race
RH: After that, I found myself in a burning neighborhood
RH: Saved an alien from dying via burning building
RH: And then I wound up in this house
Re: redHerring
Date: 2015-01-25 05:16 am (UTC)RH: Don't be reckless
RH: You don't have to be a hero to die a heroic death
Re: LIFE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:16 am (UTC)[ok then, new plan: burst the lock until it melts.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-25 05:17 am (UTC)[You kiss her, and her lips are cold, almost burning.]
[You're afraid to die. You don't actually want to die, and there's that niggling thought of what if you DON'T come back, but it keeps happening.]
[You feel a piece of glass pierce through your heart. The vines twisting, twining around you, tearing your flesh and bleeding you dry.]
[If you live, someone else will have to die. Like every other time you were spared, every other time you lived, it's because someone else died in your place.]
[Something unknown running you through along with a sword from someone who is supposed to be your ally.]
[It's easy to take everything wrong with your head and use it. It's so ridiculously simple the first time self sacrifice is an option. You've had worse. You've died before. You destroy those fears and doubts, bury them deep in the void that is your soul until you no longer feel them anymore. You probably couldn't now if you tried.]
[You feel the burn of poison in your veins, the heat of total soul deconstruction.]
[But you'll be damned if you let someone die just so you could live ever again.]
[Finally ending with the burn of total incineration.]
[And a feeling, a desire.]
[Please, please just let it all end. Let nothingness take me.]
[But the clock goes, and you come back, because there is no heroic or just. You're completely fine.]
[And Roxy is still sitting in the chair, waiting.]
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:18 am (UTC)[Yes. And there's still crying behind one.]
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:19 am (UTC)Oh, and who are you supposed to be? Another brain slave, or do you get to join me and Jakey in the slammer?
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:19 am (UTC)AM: I actually do understand, believe it or not.
AM: I'll keep looking, then.
AM: Try and ground her a little more in reality until this snaps back to how it should be.
Re: LIFE
Date: 2015-01-25 05:19 am (UTC)I just...had a lot of free time.
Re: redHerring
Date: 2015-01-25 05:19 am (UTC)DW: Just trust me, okay? You know recklessness isn't how I approach the really important stuff.
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-01-25 05:20 am (UTC)TG: do what u kno