TG: bitterness is a tricky one TG: i suppose its better to say TG: that i dont deal well TG: with impulses that say i shouldnt do the right thing TG: even if i say i could do something bad TG: theres always this feeling that no TG: no its wrong and im a terrible person TG: but the world is terrible so u gotta be terrible TG: be the terrible person because theres nothing else to do TG: so bitterness is kind of self disgust too TG: but we never go far listening to those feelings TG: so we dont TG: we think of our friends and happiness TG: so it feels like those feelings are even more terrible TG: cuz we feel em TG: and fear when we will need to use em TG: cuz so far it seems theyre just problems TG: so we hate that we feel em even more
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TG: i suppose its better to say
TG: that i dont deal well
TG: with impulses that say i shouldnt do the right thing
TG: even if i say i could do something bad
TG: theres always this feeling that no
TG: no its wrong and im a terrible person
TG: but the world is terrible so u gotta be terrible
TG: be the terrible person because theres nothing else to do
TG: so bitterness is kind of self disgust too
TG: but we never go far listening to those feelings
TG: so we dont
TG: we think of our friends and happiness
TG: so it feels like those feelings are even more terrible
TG: cuz we feel em
TG: and fear when we will need to use em
TG: cuz so far it seems theyre just problems
TG: so we hate that we feel em even more