[ left speechless for a while as the magnitude of all this sinks in. being new here, he hasn't had to deal with trauma games or remembering losing anyway. all he's been told is how his world has been destroyed, but he has no memories of it. she has the memories of the pain and loss and seeing everyone gone. and now he can feel it from her, too.
the problem is, she didn't just go through it once. numerous times, reliving this. all those painful memories locked inside. for all the fixing he has tried before now, this is an area that he doesn't know of any way to help or change. part of him wants to just try to destroy all these memories and erase it, but he knows that isn't the way to do it. that destroying this would destroy a part of Roxy that shouldn't disappear... no matter how painful and terrible it is.
at least. he's fairly sure of that. none of it makes sense. none of the things he's experienced. the weight of this room is heavy on him, especially with how exhausted he already is and all he can do is fall to his knees right now ]
This...
[ he can't speak. his voice is betraying him right now ]
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Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 07:54 am (UTC)the problem is, she didn't just go through it once. numerous times, reliving this. all those painful memories locked inside. for all the fixing he has tried before now, this is an area that he doesn't know of any way to help or change. part of him wants to just try to destroy all these memories and erase it, but he knows that isn't the way to do it. that destroying this would destroy a part of Roxy that shouldn't disappear... no matter how painful and terrible it is.
at least. he's fairly sure of that. none of it makes sense. none of the things he's experienced. the weight of this room is heavy on him, especially with how exhausted he already is and all he can do is fall to his knees right now ]
This...
[ he can't speak. his voice is betraying him right now ]