[He'll hesitate before squeezing her hand in return.]
I know you know that. Wouldn't pull such weird things to prove a point otherwise.
I just... can't right now.
[And he'll let the Heart thing do it's thing here, because he can't say it out loud, it hurts, it's stupid, he hates it.
But he's a coward. He's too frightened to lose everything and everyone. He can't change that. He has to keep the balance, even if it means pushing others away. Cowardly cowardly cowardly always running always pushing it back ignoring it lashing out
There's nothing to pull strength from, outside a two-faced life. At least he could pretend to be strong that way.]
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branchandroot
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-26 08:44 am (UTC)[He'll hesitate before squeezing her hand in return.]
I know you know that. Wouldn't pull such weird things to prove a point otherwise.
I just... can't right now.
[And he'll let the Heart thing do it's thing here, because he can't say it out loud, it hurts, it's stupid, he hates it.
But he's a coward. He's too frightened to lose everything and everyone. He can't change that. He has to keep the balance, even if it means pushing others away. Cowardly cowardly cowardly always running always pushing it back ignoring it lashing out
There's nothing to pull strength from, outside a two-faced life. At least he could pretend to be strong that way.]