... not that you couldn't do anything about it, whether you tried or not, but that you had to deal with it, you had to live through it, experience it so many times, over and over again. While things that were parts of your own life, parts of you, the things you loved, were stripped away and destroyed. So even if you're alive at the end of those things ... it feels like parts of you are dead, gone. Is that part of it, too?
Re: DOOM
Not that this doesn't hit him any less. ]
... not that you couldn't do anything about it, whether you tried or not, but that you had to deal with it, you had to live through it, experience it so many times, over and over again. While things that were parts of your own life, parts of you, the things you loved, were stripped away and destroyed. So even if you're alive at the end of those things ... it feels like parts of you are dead, gone. Is that part of it, too?