[Black is duty, responsibility. If she's a Doomed Timeline, she has to restore the universe for her friends to exist in ANY timeline. Also a small glimmering of hope maybe she could change it, she could FIX it.]
[Red is promises. Current bonds, and promises to help get the bonds of before, to not have to go it alone. It's also got a lot of Blood tied into it.]
[The blue is void. Void being stolen, taken away from her, give her room to think, to breathe against it's call when there's so little to combat it.]
I'm not. I can't do the impossible, I keep trying, and I can't! I keep fucking it up, making it worse, and I can't fix it, Hydra!
[She's sobbing.] I just want the people I love, the people who want ME, and I don't know why I have to keep fighting so hard just to have it! Wasn't sixteen years long enough?!
Re: RAGE
[Red is promises. Current bonds, and promises to help get the bonds of before, to not have to go it alone. It's also got a lot of Blood tied into it.]
[The blue is void. Void being stolen, taken away from her, give her room to think, to breathe against it's call when there's so little to combat it.]
I'm not. I can't do the impossible, I keep trying, and I can't! I keep fucking it up, making it worse, and I can't fix it, Hydra!
[She's sobbing.] I just want the people I love, the people who want ME, and I don't know why I have to keep fighting so hard just to have it! Wasn't sixteen years long enough?!