[She reaches down, picking up the broken orange block.]
I used my friends from home as a base. Because I was used to it. Waiting, being patient, and I was confident in how they felt for me. There was no doubts, no neurosis. I knew that as long as I got back to 'em, their feelings wouldn't have changed.
Here, I'm always questioning, unsure. I dun understand people well, so it takes a while to be confident, but it seems when I'm really opening up, they go away. So I thought home was safe.
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branchandroot
Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-28 04:09 am (UTC)I need...reassurance.
[She reaches down, picking up the broken orange block.]
I used my friends from home as a base. Because I was used to it. Waiting, being patient, and I was confident in how they felt for me. There was no doubts, no neurosis. I knew that as long as I got back to 'em, their feelings wouldn't have changed.
Here, I'm always questioning, unsure. I dun understand people well, so it takes a while to be confident, but it seems when I'm really opening up, they go away. So I thought home was safe.
But then it wasn't.