exactly that last 1, and then the rest though less of a chunk.
cuz in the end a rogue of void is a role of anonymity and nothingness. u dun do it for recognition or praise or anything like that. u do it cuz u feel u have to and when that happens nuff times u become convinced thats all u have to do.
youre meant to do things for others. theyre not meant to do things for you. u cant be a burden to them. u step back n surrender n dun fight for things u want when someone else can enjoy them in ur stead.
but in the end youre human. you cant live like that.
thats why pesterchum worked. cuz it was a lifeline. i probably wouldnt be here anymore if i hadnt had that dumb computer program growing up.
but i can have more than just barely scraping by. i can have more than just whats necessary to function and i need to be able to accept that.
n you. [She poked his shoulder.] should get that in ur head b4 u need a group taking a field trip in ur soul to break down harmful neurosis.
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branchandroot
Re: Heart
Date: 2015-01-29 03:33 pm (UTC)cuz in the end a rogue of void is a role of anonymity and nothingness. u dun do it for recognition or praise or anything like that. u do it cuz u feel u have to and when that happens nuff times u become convinced thats all u have to do.
youre meant to do things for others. theyre not meant to do things for you. u cant be a burden to them. u step back n surrender n dun fight for things u want when someone else can enjoy them in ur stead.
but in the end youre human. you cant live like that.
thats why pesterchum worked. cuz it was a lifeline. i probably wouldnt be here anymore if i hadnt had that dumb computer program growing up.
but i can have more than just barely scraping by. i can have more than just whats necessary to function and i need to be able to accept that.
n you. [She poked his shoulder.] should get that in ur head b4 u need a group taking a field trip in ur soul to break down harmful neurosis.