lol resigned? nah thats not rly the right word. if i was resigned i wouldnt keep fighting it. it wouldnt hurt as badly as it does. unless youre counting the fact i could leave ppl to die when i kno i cant save them but that still hurts too. its why i have to save who i can save. makes it bearable.
but its a lie to say death hasnt shaped who i am as a person. its made its impact n to ignore it is to deny a part of myself.
theres nothing wrong with being optimistic. at a certain scale it can be dangerous to not accept you cant save everyone but you should never assume the option is off the table til u have all the facts.
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part of my tough time is feeling like a failure. that i cant make a difference. in truth a rogue of voids abilities r open ended nuff that its conceivable it could solve what happened but i cant convince myself that im good nuff to do that. to be the hero.
ive been feeling like a failure for a long time now like i cant help anyone when they actually need it.
thats why godtierring was important. thats why the question was important.
ppl needed to know that we need to be trusted as much as were willing to trust them.
Re: Heart
but its a lie to say death hasnt shaped who i am as a person. its made its impact n to ignore it is to deny a part of myself.
theres nothing wrong with being optimistic. at a certain scale it can be dangerous to not accept you cant save everyone but you should never assume the option is off the table til u have all the facts.
...
part of my tough time is feeling like a failure. that i cant make a difference. in truth a rogue of voids abilities r open ended nuff that its conceivable it could solve what happened but i cant convince myself that im good nuff to do that. to be the hero.
ive been feeling like a failure for a long time now like i cant help anyone when they actually need it.
thats why godtierring was important. thats why the question was important.
ppl needed to know that we need to be trusted as much as were willing to trust them.