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[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Sup dawg, welcome to Roxy's voicemail! I actually have a voicemail, aw yeah. Leave a message after the tone~!

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[miasmajesty]

[ mm... ]

I'm such a tool.

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

You're not a tool for being hurt. He should have talked to you.

[miasmajesty]

Not his MO. I knew that going in.

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

That is still his fault.

[miasmajesty]

It's a situation I put him in.

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Dirk.

You both fucked up.

You're allowed to be hurt by the stuff he did wrong.

[Gonna just hug him now.]

It's all right for you to be hurting either way.

[miasmajesty]

[ Hugging back reluctantly.

Debating if he wants to say anything more or leave it as is. He's not... opposed to feelings jams, but he's never been fantastic at the let-me-tell-you-my-shit part of it.

It's another minute before he speaks again. His voice a little thicker with... something. ]

It just... bothered me. He spends weeks pretending I don't exist and suddenly the second he thinks I can fix his problems, he's all up on me without a second thought. [ He could pull his hair out. He really could. ]

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[...oh Jake, you are a winner.]

Felt a bit...used? [Softly, gentle, rubbing his back slowly.]

[miasmajesty]

... Yeah.

[ Like he wasn't worth anything at all. ]

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[She tightens her hold briefly.]

....you know, that is one good thing 'bout you.

You make things feel...safer when they go to shit. Dun even have to do anything, just being there helps a lot. [At least for her, but she likes to think it applies to the others.]