there are 3 things youll need to keep in mind tho.
1. remember how i am with bad shit. i dont know how to rely on peeps for really bad shit and even if ive been learning i am still bad at it. this is my flaw no one elses.
2. whatever guilt/self loathing/what the fuck ever bad feels ur gonna have cuz of bad shit that happened u should only feel as much as you think im warranted for that shadow business. because its p much the exact same scenario just ur heart has some stuff that was less terrible. and what wrecked me isnt ur fault at all for specific reasons that is not a generic platitude.
3. u take a goddamn min or ten and u set aside every single bad feeling u suspect ur gonna have. what im about to write i want u to see what im trying to say not imagine all the ways of how youre terrible or should feel bad or any of that because that is NOT WHATS IMPORTANT ABOUT WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE!!!
i am going to tell u something important and i want you to understand what it means. not what harm was done.
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Date: 2014-07-26 09:53 pm (UTC)there are 3 things youll need to keep in mind tho.
1. remember how i am with bad shit. i dont know how to rely on peeps for really bad shit and even if ive been learning i am still bad at it. this is my flaw no one elses.
2. whatever guilt/self loathing/what the fuck ever bad feels ur gonna have cuz of bad shit that happened
u should only feel as much as you think im warranted for that shadow business.
because its p much the exact same scenario just ur heart has some stuff that was less terrible.
and what wrecked me isnt ur fault at all for specific reasons that is not a generic platitude.
3. u take a goddamn min or ten and u set aside every single bad feeling u suspect ur gonna have. what im about to write i want u to see what im trying to say not imagine all the ways of how youre terrible or should feel bad or any of that because that is NOT WHATS IMPORTANT ABOUT WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE!!!
i am going to tell u something important and i want you to understand what it means. not what harm was done.