Heart Game (Continued)
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thevoidsdarkhorse
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[Isn't that wonderful though?]
IRC: #Voidheart. Plurk pings: Alwaysterrible.
Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-26 11:18 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-26 11:19 am (UTC)Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:20 am (UTC)Thank... you.
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:21 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:22 am (UTC)Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:22 am (UTC)I... will go to Doom first, then.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:24 am (UTC)Not that this doesn't hit him any less. ]
... not that you couldn't do anything about it, whether you tried or not, but that you had to deal with it, you had to live through it, experience it so many times, over and over again. While things that were parts of your own life, parts of you, the things you loved, were stripped away and destroyed. So even if you're alive at the end of those things ... it feels like parts of you are dead, gone. Is that part of it, too?
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:25 am (UTC)Being close to people, connecting with people, it's like swimming. Gotta have the ability to acknowledge all those parts.
You understand, why I'm not 'bout change?
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:26 am (UTC)[Pause.]
And I know. You're kind of the submissive type, but....dun do that with Doom. She doesn't want that.
She's a riddle. Gotta treat her like that.
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:30 am (UTC)... I see. I will try not to.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:31 am (UTC)Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:32 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:32 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:33 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:34 am (UTC)[But you see an alien woman.]
[You know her every crime. Everything she has done to you. How much she has taken. How much excessive cruelty she's performed simply because she COULD. To you, to everyone around you, to so many alien races. How unrepentant she is, how she targets you, and your friends.]
[How she demands you to save her race for her to enslave as she took away yours.]
[How she killed the last of your family twice.]
[And suddenly it's so very easy to imagine yourself draining every tyrian drop from her body just to make sure SHE STAYED DOWN.]
[So, that was her version of your sister.]
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:35 am (UTC)I promise I will be careful. I only want to help.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:35 am (UTC)That's right.
As much as I would like to change it....it's still part of who I am.
It still makes up who 'Roxy' is.
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:36 am (UTC)[Gestures for the door.]
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:37 am (UTC)Please take care yourself.
[and then he's out the door!]
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:39 am (UTC)[Which just appears to be an option. Should you look to the sky above you, you can spot what look to be three planets. One, the farthest, is a bright light, but also...has the feeling of something dormant? The closest one is bright and colorful, almost like those electric orbs you can touch to get the electricity to follow you. If you even know what those are with the whole time losing meaning bit. The third planet is almost normal, with water and plant life everywhere and some clouds.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:42 am (UTC)But you also don't need to carry the burden alone. Even if we can't fully understand, it's obvious there are a lot of people that care about you. That they're willing to go through anything to prove that. You don't need to change, but... there will be people to help with those weights trying to pull you down.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:42 am (UTC)Ah.
I resonate so fucking much with this one.
He jerks away from the fuchsia, much more harshly than the other ones. His breathing is uneven, like he's trying to bottle up a sudden rush of sheer rage, as well as delight from that thought of seeing somebody like that die and stay dead. Someone like her. ]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:44 am (UTC)[Doom will just wait.]
Re: BLOOD
Date: 2015-01-26 11:44 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 11:47 am (UTC)I know.
That's why I'm makin' y'all go through here.
'cause I'm kinda stupid as a whole, but I'm willing to do what I need. Plus, y'know, it'll help with what comes next.