pawper: (here comes the donut-ham-hamburger)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] pawper 2015-01-28 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
Woah! Is it....is it ready?
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (i dreamed that god would be forgiving)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ WELP. guess we're both stripping down, since she's on board with the party. once he's stripped down, he'll be climbing down into the pool first and looking at her to join in ]
pawper: (it's like a plaid pancake)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] pawper 2015-01-28 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
....are you okay?
pawper: (watch someone make a lasagna)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] pawper 2015-01-28 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
[reaches to take her hand]

Maybe that's a good thing, for a little while.
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (i dreamed that love would never die)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ pretty much! once in there, he's going to relax, letting out a long sigh. this has about as great of vibes at the life elixir for him. in this state of clarity, he'll be able to focus on the hopes he has. he's going to try to tap his powers to help with this. destruction can cause creation, right? the counterbalance he's been learning in this heart has been helping him focus more on that power. that one side isn't always bad, just "misunderstood."

what he wants is to tear down that anxiety-- maybe not even with her, but within himself-- about friendship. maybe even if he cannot sort those feelings out now, at least he can try to overcome one of the stops. he reminds himself of the things he's learned, the lengths he's been willing to go for her and what she's done for him in return. balance. counterbalance. growth. joy. pain. in this short while of knowing her, he's built his own strong base in what could be considered a friendship and he's going to will those feelings into helping try to destroy that barrier between them and forge something new with her.

it's probable that she's the first person here he can consider a "friend"-- the person he knows the best now, and he hopes that she will be able to know him, too. even if he doesn't have much to offer, as he grows and learns and regains, he hopes he can share that with her. the good. the bad.

he banks on the future promise of telling her about this. the promise of swimming together-- not just together, but with other "friends."

he'll try to tear at that feeling that's trying to hold back from growing that bond, pushing through it. hoping for something more out of destroying that ]
fairhands: (A spinning record shakes)

Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fairhands 2015-01-28 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
But isn't that what happens to everyone, eventually?
pawper: (i'm gonna turn this into ten bites)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] pawper 2015-01-28 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry! You're cool most of the time, to me.

But the times when you're flustered is nice, too.
fairhands: (Lost and troubled)

Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fairhands 2015-01-28 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
...Is there truly nothing you can do for them?
forthemackerel: <lj user=demonia> (i won't heed you warnings)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 10:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ with his eyes closed, he doesn't even notice them migrating over, just focusing on all these potentials they had together. this bond that could possibly be a thing. a thing he wants. instead of just being a promise to help, he genuinely wants this. after all he's shared. it's something that is important. and he can understand things. not just about himself, but about some of those around him. on his team, those from home. and what some of these memories specifically mean to Roxy. and he wants to cultivate that. even with the possible frustrations, the potential pain... he doesn't want it to just stop here ]
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (great clouds roll over the hills)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's like a dumb little puppy trying to lean what his feet are and not stumble around. that's what this emotional exploration is equivalent to, to be honest.

but as he feels that power gathering, he'll open his eyes and be awestruck at that sight, something in his heart swelling. that warm feeling from his heart spreading, but he doesn't lose those thoughts that's he's trying to grasp.

and he repeats to himself what Doom said, "I think you'll be good for me." even if he didn't hear it from her voice, the text was still real. it was there. it helped pull him forward. maybe he'll be able to tell her some day, "You're good for me, too." ]
forthemackerel: <lj user=parachutes> (i may not choose to hold your hand)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 10:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ draws his eyes away from that box and gives her a hint of a smile, his heart tightening a bit with this good feeling, feeling a bit flustered from it. he shifts so that he's no longer just floating and holds the box out toward her ]
forthemackerel: <lj user=demonia> (all i ask; all i need)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 10:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ nods to her thanks, a silent "you're welcome," since "it was nothing" feels inappropriate after all that ]

You'll have a lot to build with.
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (bring me closer)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-28 10:52 am (UTC)(link)
But you also can greet me without a smile. If that time comes. I'll still be there.

[ but, then softer, a little happier ]

It's good you'll be able to smile, though.