Agggggh, she doesn't give a shit if I feel bad or anything! I'm the only one who cares, she just cares that I do what she wants, that's.....it doesn't make me feel any better! I always do the right thing, I'm always going to do the right thing, that's the whole thing, and it's aggravating because every time I do what I want, she makes it to her advantage!
It's like I'm always TRAPPED by her, even if I do what I want to do!
[Bitterness.]
[The moral choice has been decided. It was decided the moment it was brought up.]
[But it doesn't help the bitterness, it doesn't help the trapped feelings, and it's hard to feel like they're valid when she's still doing good things while playing into the villain's hands.]
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Date: 2015-02-03 05:17 am (UTC)It's like I'm always TRAPPED by her, even if I do what I want to do!
[Bitterness.]
[The moral choice has been decided. It was decided the moment it was brought up.]
[But it doesn't help the bitterness, it doesn't help the trapped feelings, and it's hard to feel like they're valid when she's still doing good things while playing into the villain's hands.]