Heart Game (Continued)

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[There's nothing]

[Nothing]

[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]

[Isn't that wonderful though?]

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Comments

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[BUT SHE CAME HERE TO SUPPORT AND HELP YOU!!! goddammit

not resisting though]

....thanks. Sorry, I didn't.....I know this isn't about me.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[It's cool, this is Heart's deal.]

of course its bout u.

friends r my most imp thing. part of me bein okay is making sure all of u could be ok.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[pausing to consider that since, after all, she's not so different in that respect]

Then....I'll be okay. I promise. It just all finally caught up with me once I got here.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

u dont need to promise. if ur not okay then ur not okay and ill do what i can to help. thats why its 'could be.' want to make sure u got the means 2 b ok even if u arent at the moment.

it is a lot tho.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

I'm not....saying it because I think I need to. I'm saying it because it's true.

[she's not a liar, she doesn't say things out of pity or a sense of obligation]

I'm better than I used to be.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

im glad 2 hear that. just wanted to be sure.

ur important 2 me. i wouldnt want a promise to me to ever hurt u.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[keeps either hugging or leaning against, weh physical comfort]

....I know. I wouldn't want that, either. So....I don't want to make promises that could hurt either of us, even if they sound nice.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[All the physical comfort. She smiles and nods.]

thats a good idea. ill try to...subconsciously member that i guess.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

If you can! I want to tell Roxy everything when she's awake, too, so she'll hear that again anyway.

I don't want to hide anything from her. I used to think.....that people knew or remembered, somehow, what happened in their hearts. But I know better now.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

thatll help. not sure how much specifics get retained.

oh yeah no they dun remember shit. zelos didnt. p sure technic didnt either or hed have believed why i quit drinking.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[she just says, simply, in innocent defense of her past self:]

I mistook silence for a lack of need to talk about what had happened. That was my mistake.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[She nods.]

honest mistake to make. esp when its technic.

ill probably know shit happened, nuff is dramatic 2 notice plus i kind of try to monitor impulses so i dun do shit thats totes bad in a social setting. but thatll be touch and go.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[god forbid she trusts and expects her baes to be reasonably honest with her when she's twice as honest in return]

Are you going to need time to yourself? I'm worried, but I know how people can need their space sometimes.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

yes.

wit ppl i would try to wrap it up as soon as i can without rly dealin wit it. if i start off with space ill try to actually unpack it all and sort if b4 tryin to just bury it.

its honestly still new havin ppl round when im a glass case of emotion.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[THINKING THAT OVER, then nodding and snuggling closer, tiredly]

Okay. I'll leave you alone, when you wake up.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[Pulling her close.]

ty.

probs only take a day or 2. it wont be a bad alone. just sort out confusing feels alone.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[recharge me with cuddles]

I know how that feels. [blearily looks around again] ....this is a really nice place.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

yeah i guess u would.

it is.

hopefully i can make something like it 4 real 1 day.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[sincerely:]

I think that you could.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

will you come visit if i do?

Re: Heart

[pawper]

Yes! I'd love that.

I'll find a way.

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

oh havent told u?

u kno those windows youve been travelin thru? i can make those. they travel thru the void.

which is whats between all of existence. includin worlds.

[She winks.] im gonna make sure we all find each other.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[eyes widen]

Really? You really can?

Re: Heart

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

yep!

u kno wren? gray dude on snakes with the horns? if youll notice hes the same species some other grey skinned dudes. nicest 1 ive gotten to meet, but theyre from another universe if i understand it right. but ol condy got to earth.

and the medium for the game is like a micro universe n my momdaughter is from another medium.

theres a whooooole buncha travel between universes back home n i know the step down of the tech that can do it n thats more just complicated confusing math shit.

but i got time. gotta use the immortality 4 something. n if i got it right my alterson is gonna be a time god. so all the time in eternity to make it happen in a timely manner.

Re: Heart

[pawper]

[hand to temple, processing that

or trying to, her expression says that it's very hard

but she comes to the most important point of it all soon enough]

That's.....amazing.