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Roxy Lalonde (Kyr: Robin Hood) ([personal profile] thevoidsdarkhorse) wrote2015-01-24 07:41 pm
menially: (aw aren't you cute)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
You mean, besides the fact that you're my friend?

[Not a defense, just a teasing clarification.

Also gonna kiss her hair gently. Missed you, Roxy.]
menially: (once my comfort and friend ϟ)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Ouch, harsh.

[Hums a bit against her hair, thinking.]

Well... mostly because you and I are alike. Not completely, but... I know how this can feel. Too much of this. It's miserable, it's lonely, it's absolute, and no amount of nice pats on the back or kind surface words or hopeful idealism can really change the fact that it sticks with you, you know? It's a burden you have to carry, no matter what. And not many people can really understand that. Not without things being... different. That's hard. I know it's hard. It makes being alone seem like the best option, even if it's the one you hate.

I want to help you because I... I know I could have used the help, too. Hell, I probably still could. I can only do so much for myself... but it's important I try for those I love, too.

[And, quieter:]

I don't want to see you as sad and hateful as I was when I was a kid. Hard to break that once it becomes a habit.
menially: (mountains of tenderness☽)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome.

[Clashing colors. How subtly fitting to his personality.

He'll set it down once the color change has finished, pulling away from Roxy to slip her hands into his, still holding them tight.]


...Is there anything else I can do for you here? Anything at all?
menially: (then that's what I'll do)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[YAY I DID A THING

He grows quiet, thinking for a long moment.]


...

A beach of white sand, clear skies... water clear enough to see to the bottom for ages.
menially: (before we grow again ☼)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Hey, hey, this is less waterboner and more sad nostalgia, okay. Which is a little more readable than normal as the atmosphere changes. He hears her, flashes her that smile, though it's all tinted with a hurtful sort of longing.]

You can. It's really something, isn't it...
menially: (acres of longing ☽)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Shaking his head.]

No. All you've mentioned is that it was a passive role, instead of an active one.
menially: (and together with you☽)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
...Heh.

I'm glad, Roxy. I hope you can keep doing that.
menially: (between you and me☽)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
Your charisma's as impressive as ever.

Heart must be further in, right? I don't think I've seen it yet, anyway.
Edited 2015-02-14 07:14 (UTC)
menially: (but fears the solitude☽)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
I understand.

[And yet he hesitates, arms crossed tight as he stares back out at the ocean.]

Though...

...

...You don't mind if I give it another minute, do you?
Edited (typos everywhere tonight oh my god) 2015-02-14 07:26 (UTC)
menially: (then that's what I'll do)

Re: HOPE

[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
[A slight nod.]

Yeah.

Sometimes remembering things isn't quite so bad.
menially: (and most of all goodbye ★)

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[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
Definitely.

Forgetting some things, some people... it's like having to lose them all over again, you know?
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[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
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[Gonna just. Walk down to the beach and plop there. Don't care that the surf's getting my pants all wet, viva la Hod and all that.]
menially: (mama let me pump your gas ☼)

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[personal profile] menially 2015-02-14 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[The fireflies are a nice touch, ngl.]

...

Where I lived when I was young... it looked a lot like this.

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