Heart Game (Continued)

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[There's nothing]

[Nothing]

[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]

[Isn't that wonderful though?]

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Original Heart Post

ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE

Comments

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

You're still here. You're stronger than you think.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Just stubborn and....lucky.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

Just because you're hurting from everything that happened doesn't mean you're weak.

[ reaches out to take her hand that had been clutching the glass before ]

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[It's still bloody and cut up, but also partially healed, at least?]

I run away. I drink. I do everything I can to not face it.

Could have lived like that, but Zelos....Zelos wouldn't allow it.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

[ that is, indeed, something ]

You're still living with it. It's not easy to face things. I'm not facing the reality of this place. Minor compared to what you've been through.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

All problems have worth.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

[ quiet nod to that ]

And neither of us are alone to deal with them. Even if it takes time to face them.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

...I was.

I was for so long and I....I didn't know how to change that.

Zelos kept trying to get me to. Hurt him a lot never getting it right...

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

You were. I felt that.

Who is Zelos?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

The first person I touched in Kyriakos. [She looks at her hand.] He grabbed my hand and gave this cheesy pick up line. And it just....kept going with first. First person who trusted me, first person to really get me to open up. First gift, first present.

Roxy of Kyriakos wouldn't be who she is if not for him.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

They sound like very important firsts. It's good he was in your life.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

They were.

And it was.

And I hurt him so much...

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

...We all hurt people.

[ Life....... ]

Were you able to fix things?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Somewhat. Not as much as I should have.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

Would he want you feeling like that?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Probs not, but he's kind of self sacrificing.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

Mm... Can you still make up for it?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

...dunno. He went home.

Re: RAGE

[forthemackerel]

[ thinks about that ]

Even if he can't see it, would doing things with him in mind be enough to make up for it?