Heart Game (Continued)

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[There's nothing]

[Nothing]

[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]

[Isn't that wonderful though?]

Heart Prep | Sign in for SCORED runs | Chumroll | MEMO, oh god | Passive Skills (PLEASE FILL OUT, true godtiers can wait, but need Faketiers when you enter) | Mechanics

IRC: #Voidheart. Plurk pings: Alwaysterrible.

Original Heart Post

ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE

Comments

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Is it?

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

When you're so used to death that you can't bring yourself to care, even if it's your loved ones, does that not mean you have given up?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

....probably.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

That's why it's dangerous.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Because then I'd probs return to the void and let myself not exist, I suppose.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

...Yes, probably.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Been soundin' nice lately.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

...You don't wish to see your friends again?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

They're like her. [Nods her head to Sparrow.]

Even 'fore the Reapers.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

...

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

...

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

...Could you tell me about her?

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

She was....

So bright. So beautiful and wonderful.

Her world is the fluffiest shit other, but also kinda wtf because she's friends with some horrorbeast godthing and that shit is always a story. But it was like....so much friendship and wonderful and HOPEFUL. She was always supportive of people, positive, so brave, but she didn't dismiss the bad shit. She acknowledged it was bad and gave comfort when she could, understanding when that was all was needed. Wasn't just fluff and...and general platitude about it.

She didn't pity me or treat me like glass even when I told her the truth. And despite how obvs it was I was a fucked up person, she still looked at me and....and said she loved me.

[Well, now she's crying.]

That she wanted me. That I was the first pick for her.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

[ ...Oh.

So that's what you meant by girlfriend. He's giving you a hug again Roxy. ]

She sounds wonderful.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[YEAH.]

[She...doesn't respond.]

She was. Is. Needs to be is.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

...I'm sorry.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Why?

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

You have lost many people important to you.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

But...you couldn't change that.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

I can't. ...All I can do is sympathize.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Is that why people say sorry then? When it's not their fault?

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

I believe so.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Ah.

Re: RAGE

[fairhands]

There will always be people who wish they could do something, even when they know they can't.

...I have lost people too.

Re: RAGE

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

....what were they like?