Debating if he wants to say anything more or leave it as is. He's not... opposed to feelings jams, but he's never been fantastic at the let-me-tell-you-my-shit part of it.
It's another minute before he speaks again. His voice a little thicker with... something. ]
It just... bothered me. He spends weeks pretending I don't exist and suddenly the second he thinks I can fix his problems, he's all up on me without a second thought. [ He could pull his hair out. He really could. ]
You make things feel...safer when they go to shit. Dun even have to do anything, just being there helps a lot. [At least for her, but she likes to think it applies to the others.]
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Date: 2016-01-27 11:35 am (UTC)I know, you try, but that's why we have each other. We keep each other grounded.
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Date: 2016-01-30 11:09 am (UTC)Yeah.
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Date: 2016-01-30 11:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-01-30 11:36 am (UTC)[ Just puts their heads together.
He considers what else to say. Hesitates, and then just says fuck it, go for the fucking gold Strider. ]
I know... with me 'nd Jake. I did my share of fucking up. I know. But. [ ... ] He still hurt me pretty bad.
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Date: 2016-01-30 01:11 pm (UTC)[She takes his hand in hers, squeezing it ]
You deserved better than him bein' so dumsb 'bout it.
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Date: 2016-01-30 02:35 pm (UTC)I'm such a tool.
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Date: 2016-01-30 03:14 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2016-01-30 03:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-01-30 03:38 pm (UTC)You both fucked up.
You're allowed to be hurt by the stuff he did wrong.
[Gonna just hug him now.]
It's all right for you to be hurting either way.
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Date: 2016-01-30 03:51 pm (UTC)Debating if he wants to say anything more or leave it as is. He's not... opposed to feelings jams, but he's never been fantastic at the let-me-tell-you-my-shit part of it.
It's another minute before he speaks again. His voice a little thicker with... something. ]
It just... bothered me. He spends weeks pretending I don't exist and suddenly the second he thinks I can fix his problems, he's all up on me without a second thought. [ He could pull his hair out. He really could. ]
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Date: 2016-01-30 04:03 pm (UTC)Felt a bit...used? [Softly, gentle, rubbing his back slowly.]
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Date: 2016-02-02 02:25 pm (UTC)[ Like he wasn't worth anything at all. ]
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Date: 2016-02-02 11:01 pm (UTC)....you know, that is one good thing 'bout you.
You make things feel...safer when they go to shit. Dun even have to do anything, just being there helps a lot. [At least for her, but she likes to think it applies to the others.]