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thevoidsdarkhorseNeutral Neutral: Feelings about feelings.
From here to here.
Break Down
-She's in her room again!
-All in one piece and a bed.
-She is on pesterchum and there's two chat windows.
-HOWEVER, THE LIGHT BLUE TEXT CONVERSATION CANNOT BE REMEMBERED RIGHT NOW.
-Seriously the words are all just a blur of blue and pink like cotton candy.
-Also badass stuff on my desktop.
-ALSO ROXY IS DRUNK HERE TOO.
-Oh, looks like there was someone else in this conversation, but now it's just me and TT.
-Who usually talks in orange?
-Who enjoys robo wine?
-Oh, there is some flirting here.
-And he switched back to red for reasons.
-Booooze jokes.
-Though there is a bit of '???' at him sticking to red.
-Oh, and Jane is pestering me.
-Dirk is going to make a formal romantic overture at Jake.
-(Oooooooh, so Dirk likes Jake.)
-WAIT HE'S GONNA CONFESS.
-(There is a bit of a painful ACHE in her chest at this mention that Robin will not get.)
-(But yeah, no, that's heart ache, guess whose in love with her gay best friend.)
-And accordings to the bananas maths, advanced psychology, what red would do, and Dirk pretty much telling him, confessing is, in fact, gonna be a thing.
-A bit of 'nice to hear' feeling that at least Dirk talks to red dude.
-Jake is getting sieged on all sides.
-Not confident Jake even knows how he feels.
-But he should have an idea Dirk likes dudes because red dude kept making insincere solicitations.
-Red dude is an AI, and Dirk is his cognitive progenitor.
-(WELP)
-Yes, red dude is definitely a robo/AI clone thingy of Dirk.
-Who may or may not be crushing on Jake.
-Also everyone else is crushing on Jake.
-Oh, wait, need to answer Jane.
-Yes, the text from Jane is still blurry as hell.
-But there are some FEELINGS while she looks at it.
-Mostly worry and also feeling like an INCREDIBLE ASSHOLE.
-AI does not have real feelings for Jake.
-They are just more echoes of what was there when he was made.
-Sometimes they feel real, but not really.
-He has feelings about his feelings.
-IS PAYING ATTENTION, just the other chat is getting to her too.
-(Oh, he was made when Dirk was a preteen probably.)
-He can't be into someone like a person because he's glasses.
-(OH! He's the glasses who told me about the miles!)
-WAIT, WHATEVER HAPPENED WITH JANE.
-Shit, distracting me from AI problems.
-Can't let Jane run a file she sent.
-A virus.
-That AI thought I didn't send already, but yeah, totally did because I'm a sneak.
-And I'm a HORRIBLE FRIEND.
-Of course I could just tell her I sent an exploding file.
-BECAUSE I CAN TOTALLY DO THAT.
-But then she'd know I was a shitty friend. ):
-And she doesn't think I'm a shitty friend and I don't want to ruin it.
-WOULD RATHER PROFESS MY UNDYING LOVE FOR HER.
-No, AI dude, that was a joke, I am not in love with Jane.
-OH SHIT.
-Dirk and Jane both want Jake.
-This is a TERRIBLE PROBLEM.
-Cut your ironic AI bullshit. =T
-Ugh, I need a driiiiink.
-It's a dramatic pause, we're all good.
-Flashes of the blue again, and there is this strange excitement and relief and HOPE.
-But also a bit lost and needing to prove herself.
-Glasses don't want to distract me anymore, just wanted to warn me about the love triangle thing.
-Those poor airborn fruit stood no chance.
-Apparently the irony gods are horses.
-Also apparently Dirk GOES FOR BROKE in his love confessions.
-It will be an overdramatic scene of epic proportions and may involve natural disasters happening.
-Oh my god, DIRK YOU MAJOR DORK.
-Probably happening after the game begins.
-(Too bad, the universe being torn to bits would of been dramatic.)
-Being the client may lead to make out city with the player.
-Dirk and Glasses are dudes who like to plan shit out to the max.
-Yeah, something like that.
-Still not sure how to feel about this though.
-Want friends to be happy, but both friends want another friend and ):
-And maybe rooting a bit more for Jane because she had FEELINGS.
-(Not that Robin can pinpoint what those feelings are exactly because that is not a conscious Roxy thought.)
-Don't know if she should say anything to Jane.
-Uuuugh, it's hard being a good friend.
-Glasses pretends he has no investment in either outcome and is above feelings.
-HAHA, bullshit dude.
-You are an AI and you are full of all the feelings.
-But I need to go and do the madrigogs to prove shit to Jane.
-Glasses uses timaeusTestified.
Meaning
WELL THIS EXPLAINS WHY I WAS COOL WITH AL1C3. Also this means I have another friend? And he is glasses? Maybe Dirk's ridiculous glasses? IDEK. But he appears to be an AI based off Dirk's mind from when he was a preteen if she got that right.
Kind of...blowing him off a lot here. Those were some serious AI feelings he might have been having. ): But maybe the talk with Jane was that important and this isn't new ground with Glasses! At least Robin can pick up Roxy KNEW him well enough to know he had feelings and was fairly confident in this idea.
Also Dirk has a thing for Jake. And Jane has a thing for Jake. This might be the fella troubles.
Mostly this is just a nice introduction to AR, who she hadn't been exposed to yet. Since she did mention glasses before, she knows he is someone who helps out and gives information. He also seems to have some identity problems? It's hard for him to differentiate between him and Dirk sometimes. Whiiiiich Robin is gonna notice because sapphire just had an identity crisis right before she took this. :'D So yeah, he might be an impending disaster of feelings for her in the future!
Also they do the flirting thing. Which is...maybe a little weird? Since Dirk is gay? Maybe AI is not gay because computer? WHO KNOWS. She certainly didn't flirt much with Dirk in the birthday memory. (Because Roxy was trying to lay off.)
But it does make her worry a bit because she still blew him off a lot. She hopes she doesn't do that often because asshole moments are starting to build up. ):
ALSO WHAT WAS SHE TALKING TO JANE ABOUT?
...unsure on those strange hurty feelings she had about Dirk at certain points. >_>
Robin will totally accept that she can just write computer viruses that explode computers. OF COURSE COMPUTERS CAN AFFECT REALITY. It's also confirmation that yes, she is some kind of computer expert person thing. Thiiiiiis also tells her what she might have done to fuck things up. :') She exploded something for Jane, probably her computer. Which apparently became a non-problem, BUT STILL.
From here to here.
Break Down
-She's in her room again!
-All in one piece and a bed.
-She is on pesterchum and there's two chat windows.
-HOWEVER, THE LIGHT BLUE TEXT CONVERSATION CANNOT BE REMEMBERED RIGHT NOW.
-Seriously the words are all just a blur of blue and pink like cotton candy.
-Also badass stuff on my desktop.
-ALSO ROXY IS DRUNK HERE TOO.
-Oh, looks like there was someone else in this conversation, but now it's just me and TT.
-Who usually talks in orange?
-Who enjoys robo wine?
-Oh, there is some flirting here.
-And he switched back to red for reasons.
-Booooze jokes.
-Though there is a bit of '???' at him sticking to red.
-Oh, and Jane is pestering me.
-Dirk is going to make a formal romantic overture at Jake.
-(Oooooooh, so Dirk likes Jake.)
-WAIT HE'S GONNA CONFESS.
-(There is a bit of a painful ACHE in her chest at this mention that Robin will not get.)
-(But yeah, no, that's heart ache, guess whose in love with her gay best friend.)
-And accordings to the bananas maths, advanced psychology, what red would do, and Dirk pretty much telling him, confessing is, in fact, gonna be a thing.
-A bit of 'nice to hear' feeling that at least Dirk talks to red dude.
-Jake is getting sieged on all sides.
-Not confident Jake even knows how he feels.
-But he should have an idea Dirk likes dudes because red dude kept making insincere solicitations.
-Red dude is an AI, and Dirk is his cognitive progenitor.
-(WELP)
-Yes, red dude is definitely a robo/AI clone thingy of Dirk.
-Who may or may not be crushing on Jake.
-Also everyone else is crushing on Jake.
-Oh, wait, need to answer Jane.
-Yes, the text from Jane is still blurry as hell.
-But there are some FEELINGS while she looks at it.
-Mostly worry and also feeling like an INCREDIBLE ASSHOLE.
-AI does not have real feelings for Jake.
-They are just more echoes of what was there when he was made.
-Sometimes they feel real, but not really.
-He has feelings about his feelings.
-IS PAYING ATTENTION, just the other chat is getting to her too.
-(Oh, he was made when Dirk was a preteen probably.)
-He can't be into someone like a person because he's glasses.
-(OH! He's the glasses who told me about the miles!)
-WAIT, WHATEVER HAPPENED WITH JANE.
-Shit, distracting me from AI problems.
-Can't let Jane run a file she sent.
-A virus.
-That AI thought I didn't send already, but yeah, totally did because I'm a sneak.
-And I'm a HORRIBLE FRIEND.
-Of course I could just tell her I sent an exploding file.
-BECAUSE I CAN TOTALLY DO THAT.
-But then she'd know I was a shitty friend. ):
-And she doesn't think I'm a shitty friend and I don't want to ruin it.
-WOULD RATHER PROFESS MY UNDYING LOVE FOR HER.
-No, AI dude, that was a joke, I am not in love with Jane.
-OH SHIT.
-Dirk and Jane both want Jake.
-This is a TERRIBLE PROBLEM.
-Cut your ironic AI bullshit. =T
-Ugh, I need a driiiiink.
-It's a dramatic pause, we're all good.
-Flashes of the blue again, and there is this strange excitement and relief and HOPE.
-But also a bit lost and needing to prove herself.
-Glasses don't want to distract me anymore, just wanted to warn me about the love triangle thing.
-Those poor airborn fruit stood no chance.
-Apparently the irony gods are horses.
-Also apparently Dirk GOES FOR BROKE in his love confessions.
-It will be an overdramatic scene of epic proportions and may involve natural disasters happening.
-Oh my god, DIRK YOU MAJOR DORK.
-Probably happening after the game begins.
-(Too bad, the universe being torn to bits would of been dramatic.)
-Being the client may lead to make out city with the player.
-Dirk and Glasses are dudes who like to plan shit out to the max.
-Yeah, something like that.
-Still not sure how to feel about this though.
-Want friends to be happy, but both friends want another friend and ):
-And maybe rooting a bit more for Jane because she had FEELINGS.
-(Not that Robin can pinpoint what those feelings are exactly because that is not a conscious Roxy thought.)
-Don't know if she should say anything to Jane.
-Uuuugh, it's hard being a good friend.
-Glasses pretends he has no investment in either outcome and is above feelings.
-HAHA, bullshit dude.
-You are an AI and you are full of all the feelings.
-But I need to go and do the madrigogs to prove shit to Jane.
-Glasses uses timaeusTestified.
Meaning
WELL THIS EXPLAINS WHY I WAS COOL WITH AL1C3. Also this means I have another friend? And he is glasses? Maybe Dirk's ridiculous glasses? IDEK. But he appears to be an AI based off Dirk's mind from when he was a preteen if she got that right.
Kind of...blowing him off a lot here. Those were some serious AI feelings he might have been having. ): But maybe the talk with Jane was that important and this isn't new ground with Glasses! At least Robin can pick up Roxy KNEW him well enough to know he had feelings and was fairly confident in this idea.
Also Dirk has a thing for Jake. And Jane has a thing for Jake. This might be the fella troubles.
Mostly this is just a nice introduction to AR, who she hadn't been exposed to yet. Since she did mention glasses before, she knows he is someone who helps out and gives information. He also seems to have some identity problems? It's hard for him to differentiate between him and Dirk sometimes. Whiiiiich Robin is gonna notice because sapphire just had an identity crisis right before she took this. :'D So yeah, he might be an impending disaster of feelings for her in the future!
Also they do the flirting thing. Which is...maybe a little weird? Since Dirk is gay? Maybe AI is not gay because computer? WHO KNOWS. She certainly didn't flirt much with Dirk in the birthday memory. (Because Roxy was trying to lay off.)
But it does make her worry a bit because she still blew him off a lot. She hopes she doesn't do that often because asshole moments are starting to build up. ):
ALSO WHAT WAS SHE TALKING TO JANE ABOUT?
...unsure on those strange hurty feelings she had about Dirk at certain points. >_>
Robin will totally accept that she can just write computer viruses that explode computers. OF COURSE COMPUTERS CAN AFFECT REALITY. It's also confirmation that yes, she is some kind of computer expert person thing. Thiiiiiis also tells her what she might have done to fuck things up. :') She exploded something for Jane, probably her computer. Which apparently became a non-problem, BUT STILL.