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thevoidsdarkhorseNegative Significant: What the fuck just happened?!
From here to here and here and here to ending here
Break Down
-She's on the navy stone slab with the void symbol floating in the air.
-In a dark place with purple chain everywhere.
-Dirk is on a maroon slab nearby.
-Her head is ABSOLUTELY KILLING HER and she feels like shit.
-She's on a cell phone, tapping away on a conversation.
-There's cyan and dark green on it, some comments from them on how the place is shaking.
-And she's feeling them too.
-There's a brief moment where she and Dirk look at each other and they know something bad is going to happen.
-And in the darkness, they can see red and blue light approaching and fast.
-And then there's the pain as her body is INCINERATED.
-At least it's quick.
-Then, almost immediately, there's something else.
-Even though her body isn't 'there,' there's suddenly a feeling of energy coursing through 'her.'
-Her body is pulling together again, reforming anew.
-And it's DIFFERENT.
-She can notice it right away as suddenly it feels like pieces she's been missing are returned.
-She feels whole.
-And there's a happy relief in that.
-For a few moments, there's this happy contentment.
-Dirk has a maroon outfit with a Heart symbol on it.
-THEN SHE NOTICES THE FUCKING BATTERWITCH
-OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT
-And Dirk is charging.
-OMG NO YOU IDIOT!!!
-AND THEN THIS GIRL WITH GRAY SKIN AND DOG EARS SHOWS UP AND SUCKER PUNCHES DIRK.
-OH FUCK AND NOW DIRK HAS BEEN ZAPPED AWAY.
-FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK
-I'm gonna be captured because I can't fight because fighting right now would be SO STUPID.
-Fighting the Batterwitch would be heroic, I can't take her, I WOULD DIE AND BE DEAD FUCK.
-Fuck fuck fuck where did Dirk go that's a space symbol please be a spacey thing and not a blowy uppy thing.
-Being dragged to the purple planet below with dog girl and the Batterwitch.
-And there's Jake in some IMPRESSIVE short shorts in a yellow out with a wingy symbol.
-Being dragged by a Jane who is all RED AND HER EYES ARE WEIRD AND SHE'S GOT A PLANTY SYMBOL AND THAT FUCKING TIARA I SHOULD HAVE BROKEN.
-And Batterwitch is all pleased with this capturing, FFFFFFFFFFFFF.
THINGS TO NOTE
-The Batterwitch being all back is ARTISTIC LICENSE. She is gray skinned and eyes are fuchsia with orange scera. She looks like grown up of Wren's species.
-Pre explosion, feel tugging of the void. Post explosion, TUGGING OF THE VOID IS VERY APPARENT.
-It may not be immediately obvious from how shitty she felt earlier in the memory, but for anyone whose taken Roxy's memories pre-godtier, it's VERY apparent she feels different. In comparing them, it does feel like she's lacking SOMETHING significant before she godtiers.
-After godtier, she feels whole, content, like everything is where it's supposed to BE, and make SENSE. It's a very powerful feeling.
Meaning
WELL FIRST OFF. Yeah, part of why she doesn't try to fight is because she knows she can't take the Batterwitch head on. Another part is because she knows trying to kill the Batterwitch would count as 'Heroic' and she can die a Heroic death. SO NOW ROXY KNOWS WHAT'S A STIPULATION IN HER IMMORTALITY, FUNTIMES.
Also this memory is....mostly negative because despite the experience of godtiering, she died and the Batterwitch fucked 'em over. However, Roxy is not surprised by most of this. She knew about being caught and about Jade. She's HOPING Dirk only got space playered which isn't likely to be explodey. So Dirk is off SOMEWHERE, but free. Jake is like her and capture. She's....not sure what's wrong with Jane. She's not entirely SURPRISED Jane is mindfucked, but Robin has no clue as to why yet. Still, it's not as bad, if Jane is mindfucked, she can be unmindfucked and if she's a puppet, she's safe. SO EVERYONE IS KIND OF FUCKED, but alive and are not likely to be dead soonish.
So yeah, shit sucks, but it won't really distress Robin too much.
REMEMBERING her godtiering will be helpful though with recent Heart Game experiences. It's a feeling of being put together, or being made whole, it's kind of a religious experience and it'll just be an overall positive BOOST to her own feelings and at least make her inclined to want that wholeness again. Since she's not whole with broken soul It's good to feel like everything makes sense.
From here to here and here and here to ending here
Break Down
-She's on the navy stone slab with the void symbol floating in the air.
-In a dark place with purple chain everywhere.
-Dirk is on a maroon slab nearby.
-Her head is ABSOLUTELY KILLING HER and she feels like shit.
-She's on a cell phone, tapping away on a conversation.
-There's cyan and dark green on it, some comments from them on how the place is shaking.
-And she's feeling them too.
-There's a brief moment where she and Dirk look at each other and they know something bad is going to happen.
-And in the darkness, they can see red and blue light approaching and fast.
-And then there's the pain as her body is INCINERATED.
-At least it's quick.
-Then, almost immediately, there's something else.
-Even though her body isn't 'there,' there's suddenly a feeling of energy coursing through 'her.'
-Her body is pulling together again, reforming anew.
-And it's DIFFERENT.
-She can notice it right away as suddenly it feels like pieces she's been missing are returned.
-She feels whole.
-And there's a happy relief in that.
-For a few moments, there's this happy contentment.
-Dirk has a maroon outfit with a Heart symbol on it.
-THEN SHE NOTICES THE FUCKING BATTERWITCH
-OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT
-And Dirk is charging.
-OMG NO YOU IDIOT!!!
-AND THEN THIS GIRL WITH GRAY SKIN AND DOG EARS SHOWS UP AND SUCKER PUNCHES DIRK.
-OH FUCK AND NOW DIRK HAS BEEN ZAPPED AWAY.
-FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK
-I'm gonna be captured because I can't fight because fighting right now would be SO STUPID.
-Fighting the Batterwitch would be heroic, I can't take her, I WOULD DIE AND BE DEAD FUCK.
-Fuck fuck fuck where did Dirk go that's a space symbol please be a spacey thing and not a blowy uppy thing.
-Being dragged to the purple planet below with dog girl and the Batterwitch.
-And there's Jake in some IMPRESSIVE short shorts in a yellow out with a wingy symbol.
-Being dragged by a Jane who is all RED AND HER EYES ARE WEIRD AND SHE'S GOT A PLANTY SYMBOL AND THAT FUCKING TIARA I SHOULD HAVE BROKEN.
-And Batterwitch is all pleased with this capturing, FFFFFFFFFFFFF.
THINGS TO NOTE
-The Batterwitch being all back is ARTISTIC LICENSE. She is gray skinned and eyes are fuchsia with orange scera. She looks like grown up of Wren's species.
-Pre explosion, feel tugging of the void. Post explosion, TUGGING OF THE VOID IS VERY APPARENT.
-It may not be immediately obvious from how shitty she felt earlier in the memory, but for anyone whose taken Roxy's memories pre-godtier, it's VERY apparent she feels different. In comparing them, it does feel like she's lacking SOMETHING significant before she godtiers.
-After godtier, she feels whole, content, like everything is where it's supposed to BE, and make SENSE. It's a very powerful feeling.
Meaning
WELL FIRST OFF. Yeah, part of why she doesn't try to fight is because she knows she can't take the Batterwitch head on. Another part is because she knows trying to kill the Batterwitch would count as 'Heroic' and she can die a Heroic death. SO NOW ROXY KNOWS WHAT'S A STIPULATION IN HER IMMORTALITY, FUNTIMES.
Also this memory is....mostly negative because despite the experience of godtiering, she died and the Batterwitch fucked 'em over. However, Roxy is not surprised by most of this. She knew about being caught and about Jade. She's HOPING Dirk only got space playered which isn't likely to be explodey. So Dirk is off SOMEWHERE, but free. Jake is like her and capture. She's....not sure what's wrong with Jane. She's not entirely SURPRISED Jane is mindfucked, but Robin has no clue as to why yet. Still, it's not as bad, if Jane is mindfucked, she can be unmindfucked and if she's a puppet, she's safe. SO EVERYONE IS KIND OF FUCKED, but alive and are not likely to be dead soonish.
So yeah, shit sucks, but it won't really distress Robin too much.
REMEMBERING her godtiering will be helpful though with recent Heart Game experiences. It's a feeling of being put together, or being made whole, it's kind of a religious experience and it'll just be an overall positive BOOST to her own feelings and at least make her inclined to want that wholeness again. Since she's not whole with broken soul It's good to feel like everything makes sense.