Memory 20

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

Significant-Positive: me and all my friends are a bunch of silly nerds too

From here to here.

Break Down
-She is in the purple cell she was before with Grimbark Jade.
-In a fort of GREEN CUBES.
-Which are everywhere.
-Along with so many pumpkins...?
-Is Godtier!
-Is in the room with a guy who looks A LOT like Jake.
-Except in blue and talks like a different kind of dork.
-Looks like Godtier outfit?
-He is INCREDIBLY CUTE~ ;3
-She's also feeling pretty happy?
-Oh, she just heard an exciting story from this dude.
-Another Game Session!
-All their Game Session has been was just them dicking around with skeletons for half a year.
-Fefeta died. ):
-Cause she sploded. ):
-Double epilogue of our story, going Trickster and accidental Godtier.
-Trickster was dumb.
-Sometimes things seem boring, but when you look back, it's more cool and eventful?
-Wise words from the J sock.
-Sometimes the story mentioned her mom! =O
-Daughter.
-Thing.
-Fefeta hinted at I may be my own mom, what.
-What.
-What are you.
-Oooooh.
-Okay, J Sock did the ectobiological thing, made some paradox clones and babies.
-So I was made from myself so yeah, I am my own mom.
-So that was apparently a thing.
-Which begs a FUCKTON OF QUESTIONS, but whatever.
-(Is J Sock my dad?)
-Also we met twice.
-Once when baby.
-Another time when J Sock found purple me.
-Saved me from getting forked in a dream.
-I was asleep at the time and dream logic makes no goddamn sense.
-ROSE.
-ROSE ROSE ROSE ROSE ROSE!!!!
-Rose is mom-daughter's name!
-SHE IS LOOKING FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-=D!!!!!!!!!!!!
-She wanted J Sock to find me and says hi and is looking forward to meeting me!
-Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-I can't wait to meet her too, tell her J Sock~
-Even if I am nervous as fuck, but shhh, just between us.
-She is a nice nerd to who likes to read and knit. *_*
-All my friends are neeeeeeeeeerds.
-Yes, even Dirk.
-Jake is Jade's grandpa, Jane is J sock's nanna.
-HMMMM.
-Jane is also terrorizing Jake. =/
-Dirk is Dave's bro.
-Thought he might be in jail, but he probably would have tried to break out by now and made a ruckus.
-Well, wherever he is, he can take care of himself!
-Also feels that, since J Sock and the others are here, things will be all right.
-Not sure why, just a feeling.
-But am worried about someone else.
-Also I have several best friends.
-But she's SPECIAL.
-And last time she was in big trouble.
-Callie died. ):
-And is in the afterlife and her bro is hunting her ghost.
-She might be already gone. ):
-J Sock knows a lot about cherubs!
-They apparently change into snakes to have sex.
-...
-WELL OKAY.
-Calliope's bro is Lord English!
-She's essential to beating him and she's looking for a deadlier version of herself.
-I dunno about all that and I might be selfish, but I just want her to be okay. ):
-J Sock gets it <3~
-!!!!
-J Sock has a magic ring that could bring Callie back to life!
-Also I had a magic ring that made people invisible, but I lost it. ):
-But J Sock can revive Callie with the ring!
-And it's magic, so it'll come with me while I sleep and I can give it to her!
-im cry :')
-But that's super precious, r u sure u wanna give it to me?
-J Sock doesn't mind, he was hanging onto it for a while for a girl.
-A girl whose name sounds like Fresca that was diabolical and featured prominently in his story.
-He thought he liked her, but then he figured out she was dangerous and crazy and maybe that was a bad idea.
-Can understand wanting to give the ring to someone you like. '-'
-Says she's not cray cray so she's okay.
-Haha, oh J Sock, no, I'm crazy. :'D
-But he gets it, she's just not the BAD crazy.
-And she wants it for her friend, so good guy. \o/
-That was super sweet and it's obvious, this dude is totally the otherkid teamsquad leader.
-Gonna wait here while he gets the ring, to let the enemy think they're in control, and not made a fuss before they have a plan they can use.
-For some reason J Sock is undetectable.
-J Sock thinks I'm leader.
-Pffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
-Naaaaaah.
-Totes Jane.
-Too bad Jane only uses her executive ruthlessness while evil. =/
-But maybe we can work together and save them. =Db
-J Sock then literally turns into wind and leaves through the window.
-(Oh, that's probably Jade's bro with the windy thing.)
-Put my fort back together.
-Then hop back on top.
-Focusing on the matriorb and there's that feeling that's familiar now.
-Of pulling nothing into herself, pulling, pulling, and MAKING.
-And made a half green cube and half space egg!!!!
-\o/
-FUCK YEAH.
-.....
-omfg, what abomination have I made?
-Ick.

Things others may notice
-Sure is SOMETHING calling her outside this cell. (It's the void.)
-She feels Whole and Complete in comparison to most other memories, such is the way of being Godtier.
-While making the Perfectly Generic Orb, there is a feeling of Rightness and Purpose and she really is pulling nothing into herself and adding it to a Nothing inside her.
-That is the only item that looks like that.
-DIRK. There is always some underlying FRETTING about her other friends, but Dirk is someone she trusts completely to take care of himself. Reckless attacking aside.
-Roxy is more than willing to be patient and SIT IN ENEMY TERRITORY, because she is a devious motherfucker.
-She thinks John is super cute and maybe would be fun to smooch. '-'
-Besides the fact JOHN is the one who apparently made her and the ring, everything being talked about makes Total Sense to Roxy.
-I'm sorry there's so much Homestuck.

Meaning
MY MOTHER'S NAME IS ROOOOOOSE~! Also I may have a thing for naming daughters after flowers... '-' (Hi Violet)

DAVE! Hello, that sure is confirmation with what Tavros said. He's involved. :'D Also maybe Fresca? Fresca isn't the ACTUAL name, but it is similar to Vriska? =|a So yeah, Tavros involvement almost guaranteed.

CALLIOPE IS DEAD. D= She thought it would happen, but she's a ghost and maybe we can revive, CAN ROLL WITH THIS. Also maybe dreams are afterlife? Because if she's searching for another her, she had to be in void, and void is where dream happens, and WOW VOID IS FULL OF SHIT.

Purple her was dream self, CONFIRMED. Also could somehow meet people...because.

ECTOBIOLOGY! Roxy is more familiar with the mutation aspect. She never had the resources for real breeding, so it takes a minute. When John talks about it, it starts to make sense with what she knows. Robin will figure it out too since John? Looks like Jake. Yet it's JANE'S whose his relative of choice and Jade said they were brother and sister. So there may have been ectobiological breeding.

At soooome point she might realize what that means for the Strilondes if she thinks about it hard enough.

So John was the one who did their ectobiology. And Roxy believes she met John? So she was that one? ROBIN has no clue why that is, but that's because she's still missing pieces of the Game, so she'll mull over that.

ALL THE BAD SHIT, besides Callie dying, Roxy already knew about so she's not surprised. Dirk is MIA, Jane is brainwashed, Jake is caught, Fefeta died, though she is sad it was an EXPLOSION too, because that sucks, and shit be wrecked. But with the other kids here, it feels like things will be okay.

More than that, JOHN makes things better. Roxy and her friends were still alive, they could do things, but Callie she wasn't so sure. ): The fact John gave her an answer is very reassuring.

Overall, that's why the memory is positive. Roxy was waiting, looking for a chance to DO something, and not sure what. It was another point of feeling more helpless in her life, and here walks in this guy who says he can save her friend, who can go around undetectable even to Jade. More than that, in the memories BEFORE this, John encouraged Roxy, who said she could be undetectable, that she could do this thing. Basically believing in her ability and being a good guy. Then he listened to her request to tell her a story and Roxy just REALLY LIKES hearing stories, it comforts her. She may not REMEMBER those parts, but they contributed to how good she was feeling in THIS one.

So John came in and gave her a fuckton of hope, a feeling of agency, a feeling she could DO SOMETHING, she just had to be a bit more patient. And because of that, and because he kind of understood her conflict, she was able to make half a matriorb, which she had been struggling with previously. Something Robin will pick up on because it's the FIRST one and it happens after this dude talks to her? Yeah, he was helping.

It's also another good thing because it's the first time someone CAME TO HELP ROXY. The closest that it's happened before in canon is when Dirk kissed a dead her and kissed Jane when she couldn't and....well, that is another memory. But THIS time, he just showed up, said he'd do a thing, be helpful, and he came looking FOR HER, even if it was because her mom-daughter said so.

Basically, it's all hopeful and things going RIGHT while they're shit.

Also a fuckton of John dere now. Would smooch.

....

Why so many J names ad why do relatives have the same initials.