thevoidsdarkhorse | Heart Game (Continued)

Heart Game (Continued)

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what u get 4 stealin my look.

Couldn't help it! I am who am. 'Sides it is a pretty cool look.

[no no no... this wasn't what I intended. ...I suck. that feeling isn't good and I probably just made it worse. his face falls a little, but he's still determined to somehow break through this.

what if... he actively tries to see a physical manifestation of feelings and thoughts. it's probably a circle. so... if he breaks that circle, like cutting a string, and point it outwards, show that there's another way to walk than just in a circle...]

it is. n true u can't.

n u dun seem like someone whose resistant to his classpect. stands to reasons ur embracing it then. whiiiiich means.

well intentioned liar is basically a thing thats gonna be happening.

The knight slowly takes it and even more slowly opens it.....

[There is indeed a circle, all feeding into each other.]

[Lonely, all alone, all these things you need to survive, need to use it to survive, have to protect yourself, have to be strong, have to help as much as you can on your own, it's so lonely...]

Magician.

[he grins]

Lying is what we do for a living. I guess s'why this whole new power set came so easily to me.

I learned the concepts when I was just a kid.

uh huh.

n im both supposed 2 believe ur fine when ppl who DO deal with epic lvl bullshit arent fine n believe u were a norm magician?

[ppppppause. he's not looking at her, instead focusing his gaze on the view ahead]

I'll save my story for another time.

[he finally says with an easy smile and a small shrug]

When I'm sure Roxy will actually remember it.

And it was a letter addressed to her, a love letter!

fair nuff.

....

u can figure out why the horrific stuff exists. those r bad experiences.

but do u kno why despite knight light asking for help despite how much of me admitted we needed help...

why my heart kept hiding and make yall jump thru hoops to do it?

As the knight was a silly person sometimes, she could hardly believe what she was reading until she got to the end of the letter, and by then she was almost too flustered to speak.

Edited 2015-01-29 15:29 (UTC)

[he... takes a hold of that circle, tries to (gently) coax it apart, so there's a break in it, and then ... then he focuses on guiding one end of it out of the circle, onto another path, one that leads straight forward]

Edited 2015-01-29 15:29 (UTC)

Mm. It seems like this place can be like that. I'll see what I can do. About Life.

Because sometimes it's hard to trust people.

[that answer comes easily to him]

Trust them enough to show them the parts of you that you struggle to accept, or to be able to help you with them in the first place.

[gestures vaguely at the symbol on his shirt]

There's this thought-- this feeling-- that you've gotta do it all on your own. That to protect the people you care about you can't let them in, can't let then help.

[ Yep, it's time for awkward blushing. ]

A-Ah...

yeah. i repeat le sign. boy had shoulders of a god n it was no touchy central.

R- Right. So uh, can you tell me about this area? Roxy said it doesn't really need fixing...

exactly that last 1, and then the rest though less of a chunk.

cuz in the end a rogue of void is a role of anonymity and nothingness. u dun do it for recognition or praise or anything like that. u do it cuz u feel u have to and when that happens nuff times u become convinced thats all u have to do.

youre meant to do things for others. theyre not meant to do things for you. u cant be a burden to them. u step back n surrender n dun fight for things u want when someone else can enjoy them in ur stead.

but in the end youre human. you cant live like that.

thats why pesterchum worked. cuz it was a lifeline. i probably wouldnt be here anymore if i hadnt had that dumb computer program growing up.

but i can have more than just barely scraping by. i can have more than just whats necessary to function and i need to be able to accept that.

n you. [She poked his shoulder.] should get that in ur head b4 u need a group taking a field trip in ur soul to break down harmful neurosis.

Yeah.

She'll be happy to see you, at least.

[He grabs it and it fights, it's stubborn, and strong, but it starts to crack-]

[And then he can hear see Roxy.]

And lo and behold the end of the letter read....

anonymous because the rogue was kind of a troll, but really the knight knows that well enough to guess.

That's good.

[ then he looks at the area directed before ]

Is there anything I should do here before going to True heart?

[you don't know me!!1 Nevertheless his smile is wry]

Technically they've already taken a field trip through it to remove a stupid infection.

. . . but I know your point.

[the number of people who have tried to beat that into his head for real]

[he won't relent with it, and then he blinks]

Ah...!

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