Roxy Lalonde (Kyr: Robin Hood) (
thevoidsdarkhorse) wrote2015-01-24 07:41 pm
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Heart Game (Continued)

[There's nothing]
[Nothing]
[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]
[Isn't that wonderful though?]
IRC: #Voidheart. Plurk pings: Alwaysterrible.
Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
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But then she wouldn't be Roxy. You're basically like a hope of what could have been, then?
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im still part of her. im still a possibility. after all shes still growing and she still has all the same feelings.
itd just be after overcoming all my short comings and neurosis.
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...but I guess that's for everyone.
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everyone has diff sides diff masks. parts of me come out but the full package has only been twice. when she godtiered and made entropis in anagrams game.
mostly she just gets the mothering bits.
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[She's silent for several long moments before pulling off her belt, looking at the aspects on it.]
i was born part of a team. born to support and help hold it together. ppl who needed each other. understood each other better than anyone else could even if we did fight. cuz even in our lowest moments there wasnt any real doubt.
we r still friends. we still care. even if some of us r utter douchemuffins all it takes is a bit of reassurance to know that it could be fixed.
who im supposed to be involves them. cuz part of who im supposed to be is a creator. n i can only achieve that with them.
so....not likely that itll change where she reaches more of me.
not til she can believe she can save em beyond hopes and wishes.
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yes she would.
but she was already doin that and honestly the whole just saving universes thing starts sounding like a chore after a certain point. bit fucked up but its how she deals with bad things. if she doesnt focus on how terrible everything is and makes it more mundane then shes good.
n she does that by making the ppl more important.
so shell need to be convinced she can save them specifically to make that change. that or find some kind of inspiration here that i cant fathom yet.
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Either way, she's got a lot of support for whatever happens. For whoever she is. If she's more like you or like any of her aspects some days... There are people that will accept that. I'm sure there are others that weren't even here that would, too.
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[She nods and gestures out to the scene.] i kno. one of the lvls that realize that. it can just be hard to remember some days. but this is the kind of person she is the kind of wishes she makes n i think ppl realize that.
at least thats one idea. i have no idea how i keep attractin ppl for sure. [She grins kind of sheepishly.]
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I'm looking forward to seeing how all of you fit together when I meet her properly outside of here.
[ even if he will miss the individuals he's met here, even if he acknowledges they're all Roxy. they're similar, but all are distinct, in ways ]
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[So cute Haru. '^']
[She holds out a hand to him.] give me ur hand a min?
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[ looks over at her, taking her hand as requested ]
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[As water joins the scenery. Ponds, rivers, lakes.]
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been a while since i could look at water and feel free.
its nice 2 b able to now.
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[ pulls his eyes away from the scene that he was looking at, now looking at her again ]
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n b4 u get supes excited bout that.
it also meant there wasnt a lot of land for growin food n the population was 2 high for fishin to sustain the colony. made the ocean feel more like prison walls than anything.
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. . . It's good that it no longer feels like a prison to you.
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its another chain thats gone from me. so i can enjoy more bout this world.
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[ there is a very nice feeling... to know that he could help with that ]
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thank you.
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Do you think I should try to help with any parts of her now? Or have we done about all we can?
I know I never met Roxy in that room with the ocean... and Rook mentioned a library. Are they doing okay?
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time is good. shes been helped a lot and anymore would probably feel more like ppl were crossing lines they dont want to.
space mostly has anxiety tho that might naturally die down after rook and everything else thats happened.
hope and breath were the biggest problems. with them both functioning again most everything should be maintainable or we can improve upon.
only thing that might be imp is trying to visit the true heart.
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I'll do that. But I promised to go visit Life, Doom and Rage again before I leave.
So Blood doesn't really need help?
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