thevoidsdarkhorse | Heart Game (Continued)

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thevoidsdarkhorse

....

[She's silent for several long moments before pulling off her belt, looking at the aspects on it.]

i was born part of a team. born to support and help hold it together. ppl who needed each other. understood each other better than anyone else could even if we did fight. cuz even in our lowest moments there wasnt any real doubt.

we r still friends. we still care. even if some of us r utter douchemuffins all it takes is a bit of reassurance to know that it could be fixed.

who im supposed to be involves them. cuz part of who im supposed to be is a creator. n i can only achieve that with them.

so....not likely that itll change where she reaches more of me.

not til she can believe she can save em beyond hopes and wishes.

Edited Date: 2015-01-28 05:35 pm (UTC)

From:

forthemackerel

Maybe she can find that here. That belief. Because wouldn't she be helping make the chance of saving them a reality if she works to regain her memories and help rebuild her world?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She smiles.]

yes she would.

but she was already doin that and honestly the whole just saving universes thing starts sounding like a chore after a certain point. bit fucked up but its how she deals with bad things. if she doesnt focus on how terrible everything is and makes it more mundane then shes good.

n she does that by making the ppl more important.

so shell need to be convinced she can save them specifically to make that change. that or find some kind of inspiration here that i cant fathom yet.

From:

forthemackerel

Mm. It's... understandable. Even with what bit I've seen. Feeling her emotions in those memories and seeing that. And I know there's a lot I haven't seen. Maybe the inspiration will come where she least expects it. When she least expects it.

Either way, she's got a lot of support for whatever happens. For whoever she is. If she's more like you or like any of her aspects some days... There are people that will accept that. I'm sure there are others that weren't even here that would, too.

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thevoidsdarkhorse

probs will. would fit bein a rogue of void. gog knows stuff has taken me by surprise b4 n made all the diff in the world.

[She nods and gestures out to the scene.] i kno. one of the lvls that realize that. it can just be hard to remember some days. but this is the kind of person she is the kind of wishes she makes n i think ppl realize that.

at least thats one idea. i have no idea how i keep attractin ppl for sure. [She grins kind of sheepishly.]

From:

forthemackerel

[ nods and there's a hint of a smile, looking out at everyone ]

I'm looking forward to seeing how all of you fit together when I meet her properly outside of here.

[ even if he will miss the individuals he's met here, even if he acknowledges they're all Roxy. they're similar, but all are distinct, in ways ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

itll be quite a trip im sure.

[So cute Haru. '^']

[She holds out a hand to him.] give me ur hand a min?

From:

forthemackerel

Mm.

[ looks over at her, taking her hand as requested ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She squeezes it, and closes her eyes. She's still for several moments, just breathing, but then the world shifts. Nothing dramatic, or shaking, but a gentle growth.]

[As water joins the scenery. Ponds, rivers, lakes.]

From:

forthemackerel

[ there is a swell in his chest as he sees the watery areas pepper the scene, squeezing her hand back at that feeling ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She smiles, opening her eyes.]

been a while since i could look at water and feel free.

its nice 2 b able to now.

From:

forthemackerel

Why couldn't you before?

[ pulls his eyes away from the scene that he was looking at, now looking at her again ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

i grew up stuck on an artificial island in the middle of the ocean.

n b4 u get supes excited bout that.

it also meant there wasnt a lot of land for growin food n the population was 2 high for fishin to sustain the colony. made the ocean feel more like prison walls than anything.

From:

forthemackerel

[ tightens his hand on hers ]

. . . It's good that it no longer feels like a prison to you.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She nods, smiling gently.] it is.

its another chain thats gone from me. so i can enjoy more bout this world.

From:

forthemackerel

Good.

[ there is a very nice feeling... to know that he could help with that ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

yes.

thank you.

From:

forthemackerel

[ nods back to her, a silent acceptance of that ]

Do you think I should try to help with any parts of her now? Or have we done about all we can?

I know I never met Roxy in that room with the ocean... and Rook mentioned a library. Are they doing okay?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

hmmmm

time is good. shes been helped a lot and anymore would probably feel more like ppl were crossing lines they dont want to.

space mostly has anxiety tho that might naturally die down after rook and everything else thats happened.

hope and breath were the biggest problems. with them both functioning again most everything should be maintainable or we can improve upon.

only thing that might be imp is trying to visit the true heart.

From:

forthemackerel

[ nods ]

I'll do that. But I promised to go visit Life, Doom and Rage again before I leave.

So Blood doesn't really need help?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She shakes her head.] well...

its better to say...

we dont want help there.

a lil fussing is okay but blood for us is mostly bout the friendship aspect of it. it feels wrong to alter the bonds themselves but let em grow through other actions.

Edited Date: 2015-01-29 10:38 am (UTC)