Heart Game (Continued)

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

[There's nothing]

[Nothing]

[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]

[Isn't that wonderful though?]

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Comments

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: I do not... believe we are doing very well.
FF: We are not saying what is needed.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: bitterness is a tricky one
TG: i suppose its better to say
TG: that i dont deal well
TG: with impulses that say i shouldnt do the right thing
TG: even if i say i could do something bad
TG: theres always this feeling that no
TG: no its wrong and im a terrible person
TG: but the world is terrible so u gotta be terrible
TG: be the terrible person because theres nothing else to do
TG: so bitterness is kind of self disgust too
TG: but we never go far listening to those feelings
TG: so we dont
TG: we think of our friends and happiness
TG: so it feels like those feelings are even more terrible
TG: cuz we feel em
TG: and fear when we will need to use em
TG: cuz so far it seems theyre just problems
TG: so we hate that we feel em even more

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: You hate that you feel happiness?
FF: Because that makes these feelings even worse?
FF: ... so, it is not about finding another way...
FF: Is it?

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: i hate that i feel bitterness
TG: anger
TG: all those feelings
TG: well also sometimes happiness
TG: but thats more depression at this point
TG: basically im afraid of bing a bad person?
TG: that sort of thing
TG: but yeah
TG: sometimes its not about the solution
TG: like doom said
TG: just about whatever makes those feelings break free of the circle

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: ... so it is...
FF: More about accepting it as it is.
FF: And that it is not necessarily making you a bad person.
FF: I can... understand that feeling, though.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: part of it
TG: but id try telling her that
TG: n remember
TG: sometimes its like a riddle

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: I will start there.
FF: And... I have come to realize that.
FF: I am not very good at riddles, but...
FF: I will do my best to figure it out.
FF: ... and Dio too. I know that.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: riddles r p hard
TG: but its amazing what solution can be believed with confidence
TG: n teamwork

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: I merely hope we will figure it out...
FF: Thank you, though.
FF: ... and you are not a bad person.
FF: I am telling you here as well.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: u will
TG: just member its not always bout solutions
TG: or u can do power bullshit to make a solution
TG: that is also acceptable but i can see why ud hesitate on that
TG: either or
TG: n ur welcome
TG: n i kno
TG: thanks

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: I will keep that in mind.
FF: Sometimes I believe it slips our minds.
FF: Because we want to help.
FF: Though I would not like to power... a solution.
FF: It does not feel right.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: yeah
TG: probs why doom was such a bitch bout it
TG: n thats all right
TG: theres always other solutions
TG: slong as ur willing to try diff angles
TG: its surprising what can make the difference

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: Mm.
FF: I will do my best.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: yeah
TG: i got faith in u

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[lucciola]

FF: Thank you.

Re: tipsyGnostalgic

[thevoidsdarkhorse]

TG: been earnin it 4 a while bb
TG: ur welcome