Heart Game (Continued)
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Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-06 02:30 am (UTC)TG: i suppose its better to say
TG: that i dont deal well
TG: with impulses that say i shouldnt do the right thing
TG: even if i say i could do something bad
TG: theres always this feeling that no
TG: no its wrong and im a terrible person
TG: but the world is terrible so u gotta be terrible
TG: be the terrible person because theres nothing else to do
TG: so bitterness is kind of self disgust too
TG: but we never go far listening to those feelings
TG: so we dont
TG: we think of our friends and happiness
TG: so it feels like those feelings are even more terrible
TG: cuz we feel em
TG: and fear when we will need to use em
TG: cuz so far it seems theyre just problems
TG: so we hate that we feel em even more
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-06 02:29 pm (UTC)FF: Because that makes these feelings even worse?
FF: ... so, it is not about finding another way...
FF: Is it?
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 02:44 am (UTC)TG: anger
TG: all those feelings
TG: well also sometimes happiness
TG: but thats more depression at this point
TG: basically im afraid of bing a bad person?
TG: that sort of thing
TG: but yeah
TG: sometimes its not about the solution
TG: like doom said
TG: just about whatever makes those feelings break free of the circle
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 02:51 am (UTC)FF: More about accepting it as it is.
FF: And that it is not necessarily making you a bad person.
FF: I can... understand that feeling, though.
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 02:53 am (UTC)TG: but id try telling her that
TG: n remember
TG: sometimes its like a riddle
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 02:55 am (UTC)FF: And... I have come to realize that.
FF: I am not very good at riddles, but...
FF: I will do my best to figure it out.
FF: ... and Dio too. I know that.
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 02:57 am (UTC)TG: but its amazing what solution can be believed with confidence
TG: n teamwork
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 02:59 am (UTC)FF: Thank you, though.
FF: ... and you are not a bad person.
FF: I am telling you here as well.
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-08 03:16 am (UTC)TG: just member its not always bout solutions
TG: or u can do power bullshit to make a solution
TG: that is also acceptable but i can see why ud hesitate on that
TG: either or
TG: n ur welcome
TG: n i kno
TG: thanks
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-09 03:53 am (UTC)FF: Sometimes I believe it slips our minds.
FF: Because we want to help.
FF: Though I would not like to power... a solution.
FF: It does not feel right.
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-11 06:02 pm (UTC)TG: probs why doom was such a bitch bout it
TG: n thats all right
TG: theres always other solutions
TG: slong as ur willing to try diff angles
TG: its surprising what can make the difference
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-22 08:11 pm (UTC)FF: I will do my best.
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-23 08:23 am (UTC)TG: i got faith in u
Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-02-23 08:46 am (UTC)Re: tipsyGnostalgic
Date: 2015-03-02 06:29 am (UTC)TG: ur welcome