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Roxy Lalonde (Kyr: Robin Hood) ([personal profile] thevoidsdarkhorse) wrote2015-01-24 07:41 pm
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
That's true. I'll probably leave.

I'll come back, and wander off again, as I do. Life's like that. Partings, rejoinings, all of that... But I'll make sure that the partings are more of a 'see you later' than a 'goodbye.' After all, there's two kinds of people in this part of your heart that I've seen: The kind that take things from you and you wish would die but won't, and the kind you wish wouldn't die but do.

And then there's me, walking the balance between the two like a Monk of Mind should. So you can't just decide for me if I'm going to leave you or not. My future's not getting prewritten by anyone.
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
You're right. I can't promise that I'll live.

But you also can't promise that I'll die. Because it's always one of the two with you--and I'm both at once. So believe in the unknown--the stuff beyond what exists. That's 'void' anyways, right?
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
But the future of my relationship with you is void. So stop trying to define it before it's had a chance to happen.

Let life happen.
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
Wouldn't know!

I don't deal in false hope!
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
You got the hope all by yourself. All I did was tell you the truth of leaving this world, and what it meant if you changed your memories.

The idea of how to fix everything by tweaking your own memory was all yours.

Can't blame me for your own ingenuity, Roxy.
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
If even you don't know for sure, then that means there's still hope.

And that's not fake hope, it's the real stuff. All that's left is to believe in it and give it your all. And what happens, happens.
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Re: RAGE

[personal profile] fuhrinkaed 2015-03-11 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
...I know the feeling.

I had to kill my own sister to try and get everyone's happiness. Y'know? And I don't even know if I made it out.

But all I can do is keep believing. In myself. In my own power. No matter how many times I've been beaten up or worn down.