Heart Game (Continued)
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thevoidsdarkhorse
[There's nothing]
[Nothing]
[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]
[Isn't that wonderful though?]
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Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:21 am (UTC)You can't promise you'll live, that you'll always come back, you've already died once!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:26 am (UTC)But you also can't promise that I'll die. Because it's always one of the two with you--and I'm both at once. So believe in the unknown--the stuff beyond what exists. That's 'void' anyways, right?
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:43 am (UTC)You're part of what exists, what is. And death is part of balance of life.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:49 am (UTC)Let life happen.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:53 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:56 am (UTC)I don't deal in false hope!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:00 am (UTC)Trying to tell me it'll get better, that I can fix it, when I have NEVER FIXED IT! [Shoving him away and backing away from him.] I could never fix it, I could never make it better, I try and try and try and I knew all the important part, but I still couldn't do it!
I lead my friends to die to try and save them and I DIDN'T!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:22 am (UTC)The idea of how to fix everything by tweaking your own memory was all yours.
Can't blame me for your own ingenuity, Roxy.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:23 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:31 am (UTC)And that's not fake hope, it's the real stuff. All that's left is to believe in it and give it your all. And what happens, happens.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:57 am (UTC)Where's the balance in that?
I fought so hard. I kept trying and trying and doing everything I had to for a chance at happiness and....and I don't get it.
It's not fair.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 06:13 am (UTC)I had to kill my own sister to try and get everyone's happiness. Y'know? And I don't even know if I made it out.
But all I can do is keep believing. In myself. In my own power. No matter how many times I've been beaten up or worn down.