thevoidsdarkhorse | Heart Game (Continued)

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From:

fairhands

But she's your friend, isn't she?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

My girlfriend.

From:

fairhands

Then isn't it all the more understandable to be scared?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

I guess.

From:

fairhands

[ He's going to sit down next to her. ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She just keeps staring at Sparrow.]

You'd think I'd be used to it.

Never am.

From:

fairhands

That means you still care.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

Does it?

From:

fairhands

If you got used to it, I think it'd mean you become numb.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

Might almost be nice.

From:

fairhands

It's a dangerous place to be in.

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thevoidsdarkhorse

Is it?

From:

fairhands

When you're so used to death that you can't bring yourself to care, even if it's your loved ones, does that not mean you have given up?

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thevoidsdarkhorse

....probably.

From:

fairhands

That's why it's dangerous.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

Because then I'd probs return to the void and let myself not exist, I suppose.

From:

fairhands

...Yes, probably.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

Been soundin' nice lately.

From:

fairhands

...You don't wish to see your friends again?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

They're like her. [Nods her head to Sparrow.]

Even 'fore the Reapers.

Edited Date: 2015-01-26 11:08 am (UTC)

From:

fairhands

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thevoidsdarkhorse

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From:

fairhands

...Could you tell me about her?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

She was....

So bright. So beautiful and wonderful.

Her world is the fluffiest shit other, but also kinda wtf because she's friends with some horrorbeast godthing and that shit is always a story. But it was like....so much friendship and wonderful and HOPEFUL. She was always supportive of people, positive, so brave, but she didn't dismiss the bad shit. She acknowledged it was bad and gave comfort when she could, understanding when that was all was needed. Wasn't just fluff and...and general platitude about it.

She didn't pity me or treat me like glass even when I told her the truth. And despite how obvs it was I was a fucked up person, she still looked at me and....and said she loved me.

[Well, now she's crying.]

That she wanted me. That I was the first pick for her.