Heart Game (Continued)
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thevoidsdarkhorse
[There's nothing]
[Nothing]
[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]
[Isn't that wonderful though?]
IRC: #Voidheart. Plurk pings: Alwaysterrible.
Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 12:11 pm (UTC)[She gestures for him to approach the throne as she sits up properly.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 12:36 pm (UTC)There are parts of me ... memories that I don't like either, ones like that, ones that hurt, that I wish I could erase. That I wish never happened at all. Home ... here.
But they work the same way as the good parts that I want to hold onto. They're what made me ... me. And without even one of them ... well, it's rather inconceivable, to imagine what you would be like with or without something, good or bad. You only know what you are as you are, with those experiences. Even if they're horrible.
[ When he gets to the throne, he reaches for her hand first. ]
I know you're about understanding, accepting, and not about changing this place . But ... all the same. That doesn't mean you can't be eased when things in here get ... to be too much. So I hope we can do that for you, in those times. Even if it's through the other parts of you.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 12:44 pm (UTC)[She stands up.]
I'm just facts, in the end. But it's important, for this part to be seen. I, all of me, need understanding.
But helping how I feel about it, that comes next. Lean over a bit?
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 12:47 pm (UTC)Thanks, Roxy.
[ And then he leans over. ]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 12:59 pm (UTC)[She leans forward to kiss his forehead with cold lips.]
[You hate it.]
[It's not as if you don't understand. You know to Jane, it makes no sense, the things you tell her. She's centuries in the past, of course she wouldn't believe you when you tell her how you grew up.]
[About what you've lost.]
[Because to her, it hasn't happened.]
[But it hurts. It still hurts as she denies such basic facts of your life.]
[How she treats it like it doesn't exist.]
[And it feels like you don't exist]