Heart Game (Continued)
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thevoidsdarkhorse
[There's nothing]
[Nothing]
[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]
[Isn't that wonderful though?]
IRC: #Voidheart. Plurk pings: Alwaysterrible.
Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:06 pm (UTC)he... steels himself and touches a rat uniform]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:13 pm (UTC)[Tick.]
[Heroic]
[Tock.]
[Just]
[BONG]
[You feel your body break down again, as it did for godtier, pulling, pulling everything back, until you snap back, whole, in the air. Completely fine.]
[Doom raises an eyebrow.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:24 pm (UTC)The ones not uniforms... are they different?
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:26 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:31 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:34 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:40 pm (UTC)This... is a reality as well, to you. It is a part of you as much as any other feeling.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:42 pm (UTC)[She sits up.]
Red blood.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:45 pm (UTC)[well okay. he goes to crouch by some of the red blood, and breathes out before reaching out to touch it with his fingertips]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:48 pm (UTC)[The last of your friends, of your family, with no more cheats, saves, tricks, or alternatives.]
[Forever the last one standing, little rogue Roxy.]
[Growing up on islands of graves and seas of blood.]
[Fifth time's the charm for you to really be the last of your whole reality. Fifth time to make it stick with no one left to save.]
[Finally, Roxy changes and you see it. The small wounds through her chest, and the bigger one just below her heart. The burns, blue lips and finger tips. The marks of vines around her body, and the pieces of her that just seem...missing.]
[Her eyes no longer yellow, but an eerie, blank white.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 02:57 pm (UTC)You... had to go through that, so many times. That feeling, it is like you feel dead. Because you are the only one left... with none of the important things or people there anymore.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 03:00 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:19 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:22 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:28 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:32 pm (UTC)All of this is part of who makes me, me?
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:38 pm (UTC)I have had... bad things happen as well, and it has been difficult to stay myself, or rather, I could not show myself. But I still had it with me, and without it I do not know what kind of person I would be. There are things I wish had not come to pass but as I am right now, I do not regret it happening.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:47 pm (UTC)[She gestures for him to approach the throne.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:51 pm (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-26 05:53 pm (UTC)[You hate it.]
[It's not as if you don't understand. You know to Jane, it makes no sense, the things you tell her. She's centuries in the past, of course she wouldn't believe you when you tell her how you grew up.]
[About what you've lost.]
[Because to her, it hasn't happened.]
[But it hurts. It still hurts as she denies such basic facts of your life.]
[How she treats it like it doesn't exist.]
[And it feels like you don't exist]