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From:

forthemackerel

[ walks until he's close enough to her to reach her hand. but he doesn't reach for her free hand, he reaches for the one with the glass, squeezing until he feels that pain, too. he knows it will hurt them both, but he wants to share that, show that he's willing to take the pain with her in this small gesture. he can't destroy it, he can't take it away from her, but he can share it ]

You blame yourself for something that wasn't your choice. Your resentment is understandable.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She doesn't flinch as the glass cuts into her skin, but when she realizes what she's doing, there's concern, and her eyes move down to look at his hand.] What are you doing?! Stop that! [Grabbing his wrist to try and pull his hand away.]

From:

forthemackerel

[ keeps a firm grip, despite the pain, wincing a little, but he stares at her ]

We're in this together. I know I didn't experience any of that like you did. But you're not alone now.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

That-let go, you're hurting yourself!

From:

forthemackerel

Now you see. How that feels.

[ but he's not letting go, just holding on ]

Roxy. Those bonds shouldn't be dismissed.

[ it feels strange for him to say it, but he knows that's true ]

Even if they might not be something you want, they're there. It isn't just your experiences that have shaped you... It's also the people you've met. That's something I'm learning from being here. From the people who know me from home. It's frustrating and it can be an annoying feeling, but... It's still important.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

I'm not dismissing them!

I just want to be with them!

From:

forthemackerel

Would they want you to die for that? What about the people you've met here in Kyriakos?

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

Everyone here has...deserves so much better than a fucked up girl like me.

From:

forthemackerel

Isn't it a person's choice to care about who they want?

I've seen all of this and I want to get to know you better. I'll take it all.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[She flinches back, looking like she's been hit.]

But...but WHY. It's....it's full of so much HORRIBLE.

From:

forthemackerel

Because it's still you. None of us can erase that, not without changing you, but we can accept you as you are.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

...but...but we've just MET.

From:

forthemackerel

If you're okay with someone you just met seeing this, then that's what matters.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

That...that...

[She looks lost, but her grip on the shard is loosening.]

From:

forthemackerel

[ feels that and he'll try to take hold of it instead, but not forcing it out of her hand, but waiting for her to continue that thought ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

That...it makes no sense, it's reckless, dangerous, I'm dangerous...

[She's shaking.]

From:

forthemackerel

I don't regret being here. Even if it means I'm being reckless.

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

Can you really mean that?

[And there's tears, so many tears.]

From:

forthemackerel

I'm here, aren't I?

[ you helped me out of the void.. you helped me through all this ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

....

[She sobs and falls to her knees, dropping the glass.]

[And now there's more blue bands the color of his eyes because eyes are good default color.]

From:

forthemackerel

[ kneels down by her and throws the glass aside, taking her hand with his own bloodied one now. hey, blood pact? but he will also take her other hand in his, too ]

From:

thevoidsdarkhorse

[Man, she's blood pacting with all you Free boys.]

[At least god blood can't get infected with anything.]

[She's just gonna cry for a bit, leaning against him.]