Heart Game (Continued)
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thevoidsdarkhorse
[There's nothing]
[Nothing]
[Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothing]
[Isn't that wonderful though?]
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Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:28 am (UTC)[...and then he thinks about it, and decides that goddamn it, he really, really dislikes this whole 'different parts of the whole' concept that hearts have going on. He sees Roxy in front of him, he should be talking to Roxy, the whole of Roxy. But this is only part of Roxy.
And that part is...]
...Acknowledgement of the bad stuff that's happened. Because if that Schrodinger thing is what you're going with, you have to observe it in order for it to exist.
And the good can't exist without the bad, but you have to acknowledge the bad in order for it to exist, and so in order for any of it to exist. You can't just deny it.
But you do exist, Roxy.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:30 am (UTC)There it is.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:38 am (UTC)You exist. Both the good and the bad.
[Would adding "and I'm glad you do" be too emotion? ...Probably. So he doesn't say it. But it's wordlessly implied.]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:39 am (UTC)[She is very cold because corpse.]
...
Remember that. Because I always have a hard time saying it. There's an exceeding amount of dumb.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:45 am (UTC)so he will try to pass you some of that warmth
even if it's fruitless]
Of course I will.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 04:07 am (UTC)Good.
Now bend down, too tall.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 04:10 am (UTC)[does so, a little questionmark-ing but complient]
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 04:21 am (UTC)[You hate it.]
[It's not as if you don't understand. You know to Jane, it makes no sense, the things you tell her. She's centuries in the past, of course she wouldn't believe you when you tell her how you grew up.]
[About what you've lost.]
[Because to her, it hasn't happened.]
[But it hurts. It still hurts as she denies such basic facts of your life.]
[How she treats it like it doesn't exist.]
[And it feels like you don't exist]