Heart Game (Continued)
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Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: The Cove
Date: 2015-01-31 03:16 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:17 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:21 am (UTC)Yeah, I am.
I remember those nights, back when I was sixteen, where I had nothing left. I couldn't bring anyone back, I couldn't do anything to avenge them, and I couldn't progress no matter how hard I tried. Nights where I'd lay in bed after too many nightmares and wonder why the hell I couldn't have died along with everyone else.
I'm not saying any of this because it's easy, Roxy. It's not. It's hard. It hurts. It's sleepless nights and frightening days and too much time wondering why. You spend your life waiting for any good things to disappear, for people to leave or die or vanish, because that's just how it always works.
Re: The Cove
Date: 2015-01-31 03:25 am (UTC)"But thanks for doing it."
"Gog knows with my friends they would try to edit shit."
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:25 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:26 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:28 am (UTC)[...and then he thinks about it, and decides that goddamn it, he really, really dislikes this whole 'different parts of the whole' concept that hearts have going on. He sees Roxy in front of him, he should be talking to Roxy, the whole of Roxy. But this is only part of Roxy.
And that part is...]
...Acknowledgement of the bad stuff that's happened. Because if that Schrodinger thing is what you're going with, you have to observe it in order for it to exist.
And the good can't exist without the bad, but you have to acknowledge the bad in order for it to exist, and so in order for any of it to exist. You can't just deny it.
But you do exist, Roxy.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:28 am (UTC)Exactly! [And there's bite there, bitterness.]
....that's how it always works.
They were supposed to be the exception, to make it worth enduring.
Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:28 am (UTC)[repeats every doki sentiment forever]
Re: The Cove
Date: 2015-01-31 03:29 am (UTC)Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:30 am (UTC)There it is.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:31 am (UTC)Re: The Cove
Date: 2015-01-31 03:31 am (UTC)Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:32 am (UTC)I'm glad I met you too.
Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:33 am (UTC)Geez, I've got a lot of stuff to tell you when you're awake....
Re: The Cove
Date: 2015-01-31 03:33 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:35 am (UTC)And if you're not strong, then how can you do the things that only you can do?
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:36 am (UTC)Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:37 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:37 am (UTC)If you want to become strong, first you have to face yourself. If you can't even do that, then there's no way you can really believe in yourself.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:38 am (UTC)You exist. Both the good and the bad.
[Would adding "and I'm glad you do" be too emotion? ...Probably. So he doesn't say it. But it's wordlessly implied.]
Re: The Cove
Date: 2015-01-31 03:38 am (UTC)"People don't want to hurt, without realizing not knowing can hurt more."
Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:38 am (UTC)Like.....my real name.
Re: DOOM
Date: 2015-01-31 03:39 am (UTC)[She is very cold because corpse.]
...
Remember that. Because I always have a hard time saying it. There's an exceeding amount of dumb.
Re: HOPE
Date: 2015-01-31 03:40 am (UTC)Oooooh.