thevoidsdarkhorse | Heart Game (Continued)

Heart Game (Continued)

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It is.

I don't make it easy, admittedly, but it's natural when you exist, right? That you want to be understood.

[ shifting to slowly stand up, but it feels hard to do so right now ]

Do you do that to protect people? Or is it to protect yourself? The not make it easy part, I mean.

We've lost track, honestly. Might be both.

I imagine this place doesn't help. Everyone here has lost their world, but they don't understand how it feels. Not like you do. Until now, I didn't even fully realize the gravity of it.

[Nods.] It's...diff, being told it's a thing.

Then seein' it with your own eyes.

Almost knocked off Vetoed's head off 'cause of that argument.

[Sitting down across from him.]

I can't even imagine how that feels. Being told that.

[ looks straight at her ]

When I felt that, from the blood... All I wanted to do was erase it. Try to destroy it, like I had in other rooms. But then that'd be trying to destroy you, wouldn't it?

Infuriating and...isolating.

[She nods.]

It would be. I wouldn't allow it.

If I had tried and you stopped me, I wouldn't have blamed you. No matter what you'd done.

[ undertone of an apology in there, for that thought he had ]

Depends what it took to stop you.

You dun need to apologize, I imagine it's a thought most had.

Do ya think you understand what this room is?

I'm... not sure. What it feels like is that everything to this point were the parts that we were trying to fix and help. Here, we're supposed to accept it. Understand there are parts that can't be fixed. That aren't supposed to be fixed.

[ brow furrows, having a hard time with this. all of it, as a whole ]

[She nods.] That's correct. This room isn't 'bout fixing. It ain't 'bout change.

What about the rooms ahead? Are they the same? Or do I need to find out when I go there?

Oh no, you can change stuff ahead. How easy varies, but you can hella change stuff ahead.

So, it's just here and the last room that aren't meant for change.

If I move on, will I also be able go back later? I told another you that I'd try to see her before I left. I want to make sure things are better before this ends.

[ the one good point about sitting here with her is that he is recharging ]

Well, you can change Blood, but it probably doesn't need it so badly.

If you can get pass Hope, you'll be in a room that can take you anywhere.

[ nods ]

I was wondering something. That first room, just after that void, why wasn't there anyone in there?

Oh, someone is.

But Knight Light made a good case that throwing everyone into Rage right off the bat and lettin' 'em have free reign would be bad. You'll be able to see it after me.

So that first room was Rage? Why start us there, then? Why not one of the other rooms?

Because Rage is negative emotions.

Her negative emotions have been too close to the surface.

Though really, these are questions you should be asking Knight Light.

Ah. But it felt comfortable talking to you.

If it's a bother, I can ask her these things later.

You're a morbid sort, aren't you?

Not so much a bother as it's not what I'm supposed to be. Knight Light is the information one.

...I really don't know. I only arrived here at Kyriakos two days ago. With only a memory of craving birds. So, I can't really say.

It's just... you talked about that isolating and lonely feeling. I know I can't fix things here, that isn't what we're supposed to do. But it also doesn't mean I can't help with it by talking to you. I already made that mistake earlier.

[ even if he did go back and ~~screw everything up~~ ~~unleash trickster hell~~ fix some of it ]

Only two days? Haaa, not long at all.

[She holds out her hands to him.]

Why do you think it happened earlier?

[ nods. ah... he'll reach out and take those hands offered ]

I didn't understand anything earlier. I was told to spread good feelings, so when I saw you smiling, I assumed you were happy and things were fine. When I was brought back by the feelings of hurting, I realized I was wrong. That I had to do something there.

[Squeezing his.]

[Though hers are...cold like death. Sorry bro.]

So, you think if you understood it better, you might have handled it better?

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