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Roxy Lalonde (Kyr: Robin Hood) ([personal profile] thevoidsdarkhorse) wrote2015-01-24 07:41 pm
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (and now i miss them)

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How do you would have felt if your team and Epona held out until the end and won the game? Wouldn't that victory have been worse?
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (does it almost feel like)

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[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-26 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Then the option you took was the only option you had. Wasn't it?
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That isn't a bad thing. You wanted to do what you thought was best, right? You couldn't have predicted what happened. Ultimately, it still was this place that killed everyone. Not you.
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[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-27 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not telling you to let it go. But it still isn't your fault.

Did people blame you for it?
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[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-27 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
But you blame yourself.

[ looks down ]

I felt it. In that memory just now. That desire to be found out. That you tried. If I said "you shouldn't feel like that," it's just ignoring how you're feeling, right?

I just don't want you hurting.
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (once you get past the fear; underwater)

Re: RAGE

[personal profile] forthemackerel 2015-01-27 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
Because I said--

[ no, he can't keep using that as his cover anymore. at some point, it changed from determination to Roxy's feelings infiltrating him, to make him question what little he knows about himself, to... actually want to help her. this isn't just about a promise anymore. it's evolving into more than that ]

I care. [ not that he asked for that ] I've experienced some of your memories here. I've seen different parts of you. Parts that were pretending to be happy, but were in pain. Parts that wanted nothing more than to be understood and hurting others to share that. Parts that just wanted to protect, but couldn't protect herself. And your another part. That shares some of those qualities because you're all Roxy, right?

[ then, quieter ]

But I did also promise I would do whatever it took to help you. And I still mean that.
forthemackerel: <lj user=cherrytini> (many days fell away with nothing to show)

Re: RAGE

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[ . . . stares as he's taken away from her. there's a moment of disorientation, but he sees that building collapsing, starting to run, until his powers tap in to fly, wanting to save it ]
forthemackerel: <lj user=demonia> (the one i want)

Re: RAGE

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[ taps further into his powers as he sees he won't be there in time, destroy the building, destroy that destruction. it's... not what he ideally wants to do, but he doesn't want more possible regrets in here. not for Roxy, at least. he'll try to protect what he can to help her ]
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[ looking at the Carapacian, checking how injured it is, once it's safe ]

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