Heart Game (Continued)
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thevoidsdarkhorse
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[Isn't that wonderful though?]
IRC: #Voidheart. Plurk pings: Alwaysterrible.
Original Heart Post
ENTER | CHUMROLL CONTINUED | BEDROOM | BREATH | TIME | SPACE | LIFE 1 LIFE 2 | BLOOD 1 BLOOD 2 | MIND | DOOM 1 DOOM 2 | RAGE 1 RAGE 2 | HOPE
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-07 08:52 am (UTC)Let me go.
Just....just let me go.
Let me stop.
Please.
[So much crying, looking absolutely miserable.]
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-07 08:57 am (UTC)I'm sorry. But I don't want to kill anyone else I like.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-07 08:58 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-07 09:00 am (UTC)You already know that's impossible.
I'm going to head on, now.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-07 09:01 am (UTC)I don't WANT anymore!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-07 09:19 am (UTC)But other you's do. I had the hickeys to prove how much they wanted earlier.
And it's not fair to you to override them, or is it fair for them to override you.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-10 06:49 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-10 08:04 pm (UTC)It's democracy.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 01:58 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 02:48 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 02:56 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 03:21 am (UTC)Then here's something I think you need.
[FOREHEAD SMOOCH.]
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 03:25 am (UTC)How dare you!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 03:38 am (UTC)Heh... okay then. Hate me all you like.
If your life's defined by loss and pain and you want it to end because everyone takes things from you, then that's your right as a person. But since I'm your friend, and your spadesthing besides, I'm going to look out for you because I like you--and it's my job to make you want to throttle me in a way you like.
So I'm going to keep you from wanting to die. I'll find a way to take that need from you, even if it makes you want to beat me up a little or a lot.
Because we're friends.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 03:45 am (UTC)They all leave!
You'll leave too!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:04 am (UTC)I'll come back, and wander off again, as I do. Life's like that. Partings, rejoinings, all of that... But I'll make sure that the partings are more of a 'see you later' than a 'goodbye.' After all, there's two kinds of people in this part of your heart that I've seen: The kind that take things from you and you wish would die but won't, and the kind you wish wouldn't die but do.
And then there's me, walking the balance between the two like a Monk of Mind should. So you can't just decide for me if I'm going to leave you or not. My future's not getting prewritten by anyone.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:21 am (UTC)You can't promise you'll live, that you'll always come back, you've already died once!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:26 am (UTC)But you also can't promise that I'll die. Because it's always one of the two with you--and I'm both at once. So believe in the unknown--the stuff beyond what exists. That's 'void' anyways, right?
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:43 am (UTC)You're part of what exists, what is. And death is part of balance of life.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:49 am (UTC)Let life happen.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:53 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 04:56 am (UTC)I don't deal in false hope!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:00 am (UTC)Trying to tell me it'll get better, that I can fix it, when I have NEVER FIXED IT! [Shoving him away and backing away from him.] I could never fix it, I could never make it better, I try and try and try and I knew all the important part, but I still couldn't do it!
I lead my friends to die to try and save them and I DIDN'T!
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:22 am (UTC)The idea of how to fix everything by tweaking your own memory was all yours.
Can't blame me for your own ingenuity, Roxy.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-03-11 05:23 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
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