Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-30 05:26 pm (UTC)
secretofthefox: (but what if)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[His immediate gut reaction would be to go hug her, comfort her, assure her that she's not alone

but this isn't the loneliness, that was probably Miss Lonelybutt over in Time.

Does he say that she's really strong for still being here despite everything? ...No, that's shounen.

Doom is understanding. Shounen and emotion is wrong, no matter his own gut. A record is closer but still wrong. Acceptance is on the right track but still wrong.]


...Acknowledgement? Of everything that's happened to you. Of the fact that you're still here despite everything. That you're here.

[...god he's so bad at this.]

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-30 08:04 pm (UTC)
secretofthefox: (listening)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[He nods. All right, fuchsia blood it is then.]

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-30 11:02 pm (UTC)
secretofthefox: (shadow)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[...Okay yeah no. He's been able to take dying repeatedly, but no matter who it is or how much the Batterwitch may deserve it, the thought of his hands murdering another (and a girl no less, species be damned), even if it's imaginary...

Sorry, but he's throwing up on the floor again. It's smaller this time, and mostly acid because he hasn't eaten anything, but.]

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 02:06 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (falling quiet)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[but he wants to help, and Knight Roxy said this was the way to go for that

but death in all forms, huh...]


...Acknowledgement that. That all of this death happened. To everyone, not just you.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 02:18 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (morose)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
...That it's not going to end until that woman is stopped.

I mean, she's not the only cause. But she's caused so much pain... I can't fault you for hating her that much.

[which is a statement that leans on emotion but you know what he's getting tired of this]

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 02:30 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (okay really cut it out)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
That she exists, then? It's not your hatred of her, you're not emotion.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 02:49 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (falling quiet)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
Like I said, she's not the only cause...

...Argh, I'm trying. I really am. It's acknowledging something, I've got that much.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 02:56 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: ([fiere] pettings~~~)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[Go go sprite pings indeed.]

There's a cat in a box, and there's also poison in the box, but there's only half a chance that the poison killed the cat. So you don't know if the cat is alive or dead until you look in the box, but until you see it, it could be either.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 03:11 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (how about no)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
...But you do exist.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 03:28 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (serious)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
Yes, you do.

[...and then he thinks about it, and decides that goddamn it, he really, really dislikes this whole 'different parts of the whole' concept that hearts have going on. He sees Roxy in front of him, he should be talking to Roxy, the whole of Roxy. But this is only part of Roxy.

And that part is...]


...Acknowledgement of the bad stuff that's happened. Because if that Schrodinger thing is what you're going with, you have to observe it in order for it to exist.

And the good can't exist without the bad, but you have to acknowledge the bad in order for it to exist, and so in order for any of it to exist. You can't just deny it.

But you do exist, Roxy.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 03:38 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (hug)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[...Yeah, he's going to just hug you now. Maybe you're not the emotion, maybe you won't get much out of it, but he's gonna do it anyway.]

You exist. Both the good and the bad.

[Would adding "and I'm glad you do" be too emotion? ...Probably. So he doesn't say it. But it's wordlessly implied.]

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 03:45 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (look)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
[and he is very warm because fire elemental

so he will try to pass you some of that warmth

even if it's fruitless]


Of course I will.

Re: DOOM

Date: 2015-01-31 04:10 am (UTC)
secretofthefox: (look right)
From: [personal profile] secretofthefox
Okay.

[does so, a little questionmark-ing but complient]

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