Heart Game (Continued)
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Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 01:48 pm (UTC)... I... believe that a lot of people would have done the same.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 01:49 pm (UTC)I was the one who did. Badass didn't want to go along with it, and I did it anyway.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 01:52 pm (UTC)And you meant well. Sometimes... it does not pan out the way we expect it to. I... know that for myself as well.
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Date: 2015-01-27 01:57 pm (UTC)Re: RAGE
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Date: 2015-01-27 02:08 pm (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 02:10 pm (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 02:14 pm (UTC)Got you guys killed.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 02:16 pm (UTC)It was not your intention.
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Date: 2015-01-27 02:18 pm (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 02:19 pm (UTC)And I do not blame you because I know you would not do something like that intentionally with a mind to harm anyone else.
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Date: 2015-01-27 02:23 pm (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 02:26 pm (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-28 03:26 am (UTC)There was defs chance for less death.
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From:Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-27 05:56 pm (UTC)A familiar thing.
Always the vine memories. ]
... There was no fair way out of that game. Playing along ... wouldn't have changed much, how the game turned out, or how you felt about what you did if you didn't confess. It would have hurt either way ... that was the point of the game. And your actions were your own, but everything that happened after that ... wasn't your fault. Nobody even blames you for what you did, because ... a lot of us would have done the same. We understand, Roxy. And we don't hate you for it. Nor do we want you do hate yourself for it.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-28 03:29 am (UTC)But I'm the one who did it. I'm the one who caved and started the whole chain. If I had just...just kept a cooler head or SOMETHING, people could have lived.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-28 03:44 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-28 04:01 am (UTC)Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-28 04:22 am (UTC)And ... "can't" is a strong word to use, too. Everybody makes mistakes, and ... maybe in the future we'll make more. All of us. That's what part of being alive is. But don't put impossible expectations on yourself like that, or else it's just going to be something else that sits on you, keeps you feeling like you're suffocating. Do your best, remember your mistakes and make choices in the future with everything you've gone through and learned in mind. They'll work ... sometimes they might not, but it's not something to hate and blame yourself for. We all love you, we'll all support you, and we'll never ... never blame you, or not forgive you, for doing something that you felt was right, something that you thought would help.
Re: RAGE
Date: 2015-01-28 05:07 am (UTC)You should.
All this big bad shit keeps happening, and I'm the common factor. Try to save the day, fuck it up. Try and be patient, still fuck it up. It always falls apart.
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